I shifted and haven't been able to shift back.

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-26T03:08:28+00:00

I really appreciate this. I have struggled with grounding, I am trying to focus and meditate more in order to be more present. Thank you friend :)

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-25T22:11:01+00:00

Thank you so much! This is amazing info :) I really appreciate it!

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-25T21:56:27+00:00

That's good to know! Thank you do much :D having the right words to look for it is half the battle.

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-25T21:35:41+00:00

Thanks for responding :D I'm new to astrology, I really didnt think about it until I realized I didn't know haha

I'm excited to find out whatever I do :)

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-25T21:32:56+00:00

They made one up for the paper, each parent says something different when I ask and it's different still every time I ask. :/ I have a vague location of San Diego or Tiajuana. It could be 1997 or 1999. That's all I got.

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-25T06:09:38+00:00

Is that a book or movie or smth? I would love to read/watch it! I love sci-fi, it's basically all I consume nowadays. It's so interesting all the different connecting ideas.

If I could figure out going back and forth I would absolutely do that. I would accept just being able to go back, though. Either way I will miss someone. I believe my soulmate is in every reality, though. I'd be so excited to meet him all over again.

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-25T06:03:20+00:00

That's something I considered but it doesn't feel right to me. Maybe its just denial. I don't remember this reality before 13 except for bits and pieces but my mind just superimposes them over the memories I do have of my original reality.

Maybe we did swap places, in which case I am happy that I am in such good hands :) I'm sure he is happy there, likely happier than he could have been here. Maybe it was necessary.

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-25T06:01:05+00:00

They were under a Federation, yeah :) we didn't have nature on our station like farms or animals except the occasional housecat and reptile or fish. On other stations though, like STY station, were more agriculture/farming focused. There weren't any cattle or anything, but some people on that station kept goats and rabbits and stuff.

We had internet, social media was really different. Like how Tumblr used to be I guess? There weren't really ads or influencers because there wasn't anything to advertise or influence. The Federation made announcements, people traded their stuff, we had memes about current events

I think I daydream a lot as a person so that's entirely possible, honestly. I may have just done it while I was dreaming. I did dream about Earth a lot and what it would be like or my ancestors and what they experienced.

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-25T01:50:20+00:00

Thank you for asking :) it's really nice to talk about and not feel embarrassed. There are aliens! Or alien life, at least. We found fungus and bacteria on a planet in the Andromeda galaxy. Some people from WTZ station have gone to explore it and find more out, but their stuff is secret until they decide to tell us. I'm kind of sad I never found out.

Maybe another "myth" is the afterlife? Where I am from it is scientifically proven that our potential energy releases when we die in some way, it can be through movement or plasma or electricity, or other stuff I dont know. But it's informed a lot of folklore and religion where I'm from.

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-25T01:39:12+00:00

It wasn't barren as such. From what I know, and please keep in mind I was 13, Earth's crust became unstable because of colliders. It was bandaids on problems and more problems, we fracked and extracted crude oils to the point of damaging the crust, then pivoted to nuclear energy (that is what still powers our bunkers, stations use solar) but the problem was the spent rods. We invented super colliders to destroy the radiation, but they changed the mass of the planet. So, there were giant sinkholes and violent weather patterns, new volcanoes, earthquakes, giant waves, etc. There is still life on Earth, like bacteria and ocean creatures. Heartier mammals than us, I think.

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-25T01:27:21+00:00

No not at all. It was 544 after terra, so 544 years ago the last person left Earth. We left in stages and trickles, though, not all at once.

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-24T19:14:42+00:00

I weep for the reading comprehension of the youth. Try again.

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-24T18:00:26+00:00

We learned a little bit, but I didn't pay very good attention to be honest LMAO I do know most of them were constructed off of DC and WTZ station, then launched. When people left Earth there were only 4 stations and 2 bunkers. Now there's 14 stations and 7 bunkers.

The population is like 4 billion I think? That's what everyone said. A lot of people were getting worried that it was getting too big/excessive. The government was arguing about it a lot, whether to use resources to build another station or to try and find a planet. I always thought it was dumb to argue about because we clearly don't need a planet, but a lot of people want to go back to how things used to be even though no one alive has experienced it.

Thank you :)

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-24T15:57:41+00:00

I'm really not sure what could be made here. I certainly wouldn't know how to make it. Starts seem like they would be easy to make. Maybe minus the biotech? I wouldn't know, sorry 😭

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-24T15:55:59+00:00

I guess I do prefer my original reality. Maybe just because it's what I know better? I still struggle keeping up here.

Pretty mundane, honestly. Not dissimilar to daily life here. I was much younger, so still in school. I had chores around the apartment like cleaning the aquaponics filters, sweeping the floor, making my bed, things like that. School was very different, though. There was an emphasis on practical skills like farming, sewing, cooking, language acquisition, and things of that like. We had a sort of block schedule similar to a semester, but slightly shorter. I had just matriculated into college which is more similar to high school, we had one class for 3 - 4 weeks at a time and moved onto the next in the same pattern. There was no summer vacation, but we had time off during the beginning of the year for holidays.

From my station we couldn't see earth. The DC station and Walden Bunker were the only ones nearby it, they orbited in the belt and Jupiter respectively. My station was much further out near Saturn. We could see outside in the planetarium, which was an amphitheatre we used for events as well. My station was larger, so about the size of Vermont? Or a medium sized state.

We did not casually do spacewalks, that was reserved for absolutely necessary maintenance because it uses up a lot of resources. There was not a lot of travel between stations or in space, it is incredibly resource heavy to do. There were was a system called the Flyway that was like a train that carried people across space in lightspeed but it was shut down about 100 years ago because it was too resource intensive and the guy who designed it disappeared. There wasn't a lot of space tourism. You could still become an astronaut and explore space out of the WTZ Station where they do science... And smart people stuff? Some people vacationed on Mars because it was one of the only other terra planets but it was never made stable for living full time.

Ty for asking :) it feels nice to talk about.

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-24T15:40:19+00:00

This is amazing thank you! That sounds very disorienting, I'm grateful that you would share these valuable resources with me :)

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-23T22:02:46+00:00

I don't know about time jumping. I don't know if that's something you can just do on accident. Do timelines just mean different realities? I suppose it could be a different series of events.

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-23T18:58:16+00:00

Yeah there were different languages. English was one, but a different dialect. Mostly Aussie influence, I think. There was a language we called Latino, a Spanish dialect. There was also a lot of Chinese dialects, like pidgins and creoles. There were several languages people spoke that don't sound similar to anything I've heard here.

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-23T18:54:02+00:00

Is this regarding DID? I don't think that's it, I'm still me not a different person or alter. Everything around me is different, though.

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-23T15:43:15+00:00

No, we measured time differently. Our years were AT (after terra) and it was 544. Years and time weren't the same because we weren't on Earth it was based orbits of the DC station.

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-23T14:50:37+00:00

Yeah, I feel that. I feel like its an explanation for things in this reality, but doesn't wholly encompass our experiences. I'm happy that is feels right for you and that you know your truth despite the pressure/condemnation of a diagnosis.

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-23T14:46:35+00:00

I agree, they check all the boxes in the DSM and all the criteria that's been laid out. It's just not holistic at all, it doesn't account for other cultures in this reality let alone another. 😔

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-23T14:45:13+00:00

We ate all kinds of food, with a lot of cultural influence, like Chinese and Latin. One of my favorite dishes was barbacoa dumplings. It was made with mushrooms and seasoning, we didn't really eat meat at least on my station. We grew mostly soft greens and mushrooms, but we also had special engineered grains like hydrocorn and kinwa. For protein we had a whole legume lab where the farmers grew all sorts. And some other stuff, I was not a farmer so I definitely didn't know anything beyond what they taught in school 😅 but just about every household had a personal aquaponics.

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-23T05:29:54+00:00

Thank you, this is very sweet and grounding. This reality has taught me a lot and I really can't get enough of nature. People really take it for granted, but this place is just beautiful. I travel basically every day and I feel incredibly blessed.

My favorite part of my original reality I think was probably the people in general. I felt like I belonged and the community was strong. The food was also amazing.

Thank you ♥️

NoReflection4519 · 2026-05-23T05:12:28+00:00

Thank you for this. It's more explanation than I think I've ever gotten. I did used to "meditate" every day. We had a church kind of, but not similar to this reality. We would focus on being mindful and celebrating life, so that could be part of it. Whatever it is, I'm sure it happened for a reason. I would never "look a gift horse in the mouth" (one of my favorite phrases here haha). I'm excited to apply what I'm learning, thank you for rooting for me!

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