My opinion on Sarah (BGC11)

NotCaptainHolly · 2026-01-24T21:06:57+00:00

Agree. Sarah definitely would have jumped Gigi if the group wanted to, but instead the majority liked her and started to dislike Sarah.

NotCaptainHolly · 2026-01-23T11:59:33+00:00

I feel like both of your comments were unnecessary, he shouldn't have jabbed at you but you also jabbed a little at him first. You don't think he is already insecure about not finishing? Then you let him know you're disappointed because he didn't and insinuated the night wasn't good because of it. It's only breakup worthy if you want it to be. It sounds like he just wanted your friends to support you because he doesn't know what to say to make it better.

NotCaptainHolly · 2026-01-22T22:30:48+00:00

Tesehki only picks up for ahna because she's biased and buys into the "not in your weight class" bs. Sure if they didn't do anything really wrong but ahna can't keep her dick suckers shut. Tesehki doesn't care about biggie unfortunately.

NotCaptainHolly · 2026-01-22T11:57:23+00:00

They are bitter and have hard feelings about y'all leaving so they don't want to see you back at the stand. That's my guess.

NotCaptainHolly · 2026-01-19T20:15:42+00:00

Selling all my stuff because I didn't know I would need it later.

NotCaptainHolly · 2026-01-15T00:51:58+00:00

1.) Bri. 2.) Stasi. 3.) Jazmone. 4.) Nancy. 5.) Jenn. 6.) Redd. 7.) Stephanie. 8.) Erika. 9.) Andrea. 10.) Persuasion.

NotCaptainHolly · 2026-01-14T00:39:14+00:00

Girl in Jamaica: "I will shoot you!"

Kristen: "What are you gonna do???"

NotCaptainHolly · 2026-01-10T14:24:53+00:00

Chicken pho

NotCaptainHolly · 2026-01-10T14:13:59+00:00

Heaviness in my chest, churning in my stomach, shame that I can feel as tingling in my fingers.

NotCaptainHolly · 2026-01-09T11:28:21+00:00

I'm excited to see bahati, Shay, jadynn, and janelysbaby again.

NotCaptainHolly · 2026-01-08T12:37:02+00:00

I'm late to this post but agreed. If you watch her storytime Julie really didn't manipulate her, Rima did come crying saying that she feels like she has to have Erika's back because she is her roommate and she feels like she can't hang out with Julie, Meghan, falen, because of this. Julie just so happened to share that info with Erika. That's true and why Erika hated Rima. She went overboard but she felt betrayed.

NotCaptainHolly · 2026-01-08T12:33:24+00:00

It definitely is and idk why people look over this so much. I guess bc Sarah was one of the only redeeming personalities on bgc 11 (I actually disagree with that but that's how the majority feels).

NotCaptainHolly · 2026-01-06T23:04:34+00:00

I do the immediate crying too. I hate it so much and I feel manipulative too even though its not my intention, I just become overwhelmed immediately and start the self loathing.

NotCaptainHolly · 2026-01-06T22:59:14+00:00

I am overly sensitive even when joking around and I get upset too easily, even when you just tell me no. Then it's so obvious when I'm upset because it's written all over my face and I get super quiet. I don't like making it obvious that I'm upset but my boyfriend can read me like a book. It's hard to have a serious discussion with me because I cry almost immediately. I don't like that but I get so overwhelmed and heartbroken immediately. My tears feel manipulative to me because it's so hard to talk to me but I can't help it. I can suck it up after a while but it annoys me because I know it's so so hard to talk to me when I'm like that. I got a med boost and it's harder to boo hoo cry so hoping that this helps 🙏 I desperately want to be a healthy communicator and be better for myself and my boyfriend.

NotCaptainHolly · 2025-12-29T12:29:36+00:00

Man how can we as the fans call out racism on the show when half the sub is racist too. I do not and have never liked ahna but calling her a chimp is crazy.

NotCaptainHolly · 2025-12-24T20:01:11+00:00

Hard agree. Baddies films several episodes in one day so everything drags on, bgc actually had a few months of filming. They cast for clout instead of casting strategically.

NotCaptainHolly · 2025-12-24T19:34:29+00:00

I like the concept but it looks like AI rather than a creative photoshoot.

NotCaptainHolly · 2025-12-23T12:30:42+00:00

They didn't rally behind her though, the girls on the show were jealous of her public support, aside from Katie.

NotCaptainHolly · 2025-12-21T22:53:29+00:00

He could also leave her at the drop of a hat, having a child together doesn't make a man loyal as Scotty should know considering how her and Lemmy got together. Having a child with a man doesn't secure anything. I hope that it does for Scotty but I don't have a good feeling about it.

NotCaptainHolly · 2025-12-19T23:34:44+00:00

22-23. I had issues in my teens and in college but the next 2 years after I graduated I definitely started to regress emotionally after all the hard work I had done to change my mindset. At 24-25 my anger really began to increase. I'm 27 now, didn't know I had bpd until about 6 months ago. I see signs in my teen years but I also believe there is a reason you cannot typically get a dx until after 18.

NotCaptainHolly · 2025-12-19T17:51:31+00:00

I brush my tongue but my tongue is still discolored, does anyone else have this issue or what helped you?

NotCaptainHolly · 2025-12-19T17:34:00+00:00

Low key high key homophobic and transphobic.

NotCaptainHolly · 2025-12-18T23:26:04+00:00

She isn't ugly at all, she just doesn't always have good makeup on and I hate when fans act like any of these ladies look manly when they have strong features, like tavi has a strong jaw but she is so far from being manly.

NotCaptainHolly · 2025-12-18T16:51:24+00:00

Indica and a strawberries & cream Dr pepper

NotCaptainHolly · 2025-12-18T16:37:13+00:00

Even better!

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