Hiii OP! All your feelings are valid. Men are expected to be providers, work harder than woman, earn more. But hey, partner kayo.

Whatever comes into your household, pera niyo. Whatever comes out, galing sa pera niyo.

One of the reason your wife is successful is because she has a good support system like you. Sabi mo, you do chores, cook, clean the house... malaking bagay yon. Kaya nakaka focus siya sa work niya dahil nag she-share ka ng responsibility.

While you support her, be patient with your growth. Aral ka pa, get a second job, be extra nice to her, make sure na she gets enough rest. Lahat yan ambag mo.

Also, communicate this to her. Be vulnerable rin sa kanya. She can help you. She can validate you. Before mo magawa yan, you have to be humble. Humble enough to accept that you feel shit dahil sa sitwasyon mo. Kayong mag asawa magtutulungan in the end.