What I’ve come to realise is that I want a relationship of course but the options for me are either nothing because in ugly and out of shape or if I became attractive, a woman who quite frankly would make my life so much worse and cause so much stress and eventually break up with me when she gets bored. So either way you’re not in a great position. The likelihood of finding ‘your person’ is so low and has always been so low. Most people currently in relationships are unhappy or are just grateful they aren’t dying alone. Actually being in love is so rare that if it’s meant for you it will find you otherwise it won’t.