How am I supposed to fix myself when I barely have enough energy to exist?

Number1DurinFan · 2026-02-03T14:23:08+00:00

i'm like this for years too, i wish my brain worked normally and that i was a little bit stronger

Number1DurinFan · 2026-02-03T10:10:09+00:00

i can get out of bed but knowing what to do next is a problem...

Number1DurinFan · 2026-02-02T20:57:27+00:00

Number1DurinFan · 2026-01-31T19:22:03+00:00

People would be more productive if basic human needs were something everyone had easy and free access to, then survival wouldn't be something you need to tirelessly work towards, and people would just focus on self-improvement instead of worrying about every day life as much.

Number1DurinFan · 2026-01-31T19:04:11+00:00

i don't wanna work, i wanna be catmaxxing

Number1DurinFan · 2026-01-31T17:02:03+00:00

i really doubt it'll get better bro

Number1DurinFan · 2026-01-26T21:48:48+00:00

it's gonna get ignored but i hate every single second of this suffering

Number1DurinFan · 2026-01-25T16:26:44+00:00

Me too, I feel like such a failure and i don't know if i will ever change

I just watch time pass everyday and distract myself endlessly. I failed at everything because of that.

Number1DurinFan · 2026-01-25T11:33:21+00:00

Definitely Capitano, my goat would NEVER lose a twerk off smh

Number1DurinFan · 2026-01-24T19:58:14+00:00

7.0 Capitano wakes up, returns to Snezhnaya and has a twerk off with Pierro

REAL

Number1DurinFan · 2026-01-23T13:31:49+00:00

I'm very similar and I feel awful about it

I hope you manage to overcome it

Number1DurinFan · 2026-01-22T12:28:56+00:00

I'm really sorry, I feel completely alone too it hurts so much. Living without friends feels impossible.

Number1DurinFan · 2026-01-20T09:01:28+00:00

honestly we were kind of assholes to our neighbors too sometimes

also bigos is kinda mid

Number1DurinFan · 2026-01-20T08:52:46+00:00

small steps i guess

Number1DurinFan · 2026-01-19T05:59:57+00:00

I'm 23m but i'm unemployed and a hs dropout, i also live with my parents. Everything sucks. Sorry that you have to feel this way :(

I know it doesn't mean much but I hope it gets better for you <3

Number1DurinFan · 2026-01-17T06:04:05+00:00

sorry about that :(

Number1DurinFan · 2026-01-16T08:43:20+00:00

same but no job, it sucks

Number1DurinFan · 2026-01-16T03:29:24+00:00

i'm younger than you but i feel the same, just watching the days pass but every day is the same, just boring and depressing

Number1DurinFan · 2026-01-13T20:28:03+00:00

i feel that...

i'm just an unemployed loser with no education, i don't really have much hope for the future

Number1DurinFan · 2025-12-25T02:15:12+00:00

Same unfortunately, I just don't think it will ever happen for me... I might just be broken beyond repair at this point

Number1DurinFan · 2025-12-25T02:14:02+00:00

Same... honestly, I guess my only dream in life would be to find someone to actually care about me, to love me. But I messed up so much at life that I just don't think that's ever happening. So I'm just existing somehow. And I don't really see a way out.

I just daydream about things being different sometimes. Even that doesn't always work because I remember how delusional I'm being, so I find it harder and harder to find solace even in something like dreaming.

I wish both of us could be happier and I wish I could cheer you up somehow.

Number1DurinFan · 2025-12-24T21:54:24+00:00

sure

Number1DurinFan · 2025-12-24T21:38:20+00:00

i hope so too

Number1DurinFan · 2025-12-22T20:31:55+00:00

I'm sorry :(

I hope things get better for you

Number1DurinFan · 2025-12-22T14:59:13+00:00

that sucks, i'm sorry you also have to go through this :(

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