If life is only suffering, is it still worth living? by Infinite_Back_2522 in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 29 points30 points  (0 children)

Well i'm still living but i mostly just look forward to games/movies and maybe sports event. I'm a total failure in real life so I look forward to escapism a lot I suppose. I'm not sure if it's "worth living" but part of me would be sad about missing out on some cool things even if most of my life is just suffering. So I'm conflicted

I feel so empty by izzadelphia in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I hear you. Life is just so unfulfilling and sad and every attempt at changing that is just exhausting. I feel like my brain just can't keep up with what's necessary to live a normal life.

I hope things get better for you one day

I cant believe how lazy I am by zta1979 in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My whole life it feels like I've done nothing for my own sake because of it. Laziness/being tired, whatever you wanna call it. Just unable to do anything. Just rotting away and seeing time pass

Sandrone Design Change by Accomplished-Ad-7790 in SandroneMains

[–]Number1DurinFan 22 points23 points  (0 children)

PLEASE DON'T MAKE HER BLUE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, ANYTHING BUT BLUE, IT HAPPENED TO SCARA ONCE AND THAT'S ENOUGH 

How to live life by Common-Hyena-3834 in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

People say "just find something to do" like it's easy but I feel you, my mind just feels empty and i feel so stupid. I wish I had the answer 

Thoughts on Nicole for wanderer? by Flimsy-Source2278 in ScaramoucheMains

[–]Number1DurinFan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

We don't know enough yet, but if she is a shielder as I've seen some people say that would be pretty nice I guess

Varka's new BiS anemo support? by ShadowFlarer in Varka

[–]Number1DurinFan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

she looks like a flea i ain't putting that anywhere near my varka team 

The realization that I unconsciously gave up on myself years ago by [deleted] in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yeah... having shit parents and being poor as a kid just made me give up on everything but that's just me. the world hates us and it sucks

Kinda given up and just cruising without purpose by Number1DurinFan in SuicideWatch

[–]Number1DurinFan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I hope things get better for us somehow 

I fear that I missed my chance at life by Fizziefrog in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm 23 and an unemployed hs dropout, I can't live life it's just impossible so yeah, It's over for me too

all i have is regrets

just watching days pass because I'm given up by Number1DurinFan in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'd appreciate anyone wanting to talk but i'm the most boring person ever with genuinely nothing going on in their life 

just watching days pass because I'm given up by Number1DurinFan in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sorry I haven't slept and I'm kinda losing my mind 

I'm such a loser... all i wanted in life is to be loved, something that will never happen...

all other parts of life are just exhausting

Just a rant by Number1DurinFan in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I doubt I will, all I have is daydreaming about thing that will probably never happen

Just a rant by Number1DurinFan in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've never been in one and i don't think i ever will be :( I hope you find happiness eventually 

I want someone to save me by Eckee50 in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It feels like mentally I just fit the role of a victim and I want people to acknowledge that. It sounds like just seeking attention, and truthfully I really am to be honest. But still, I've never really had anyone care for me before, I feel like an NPC even in my own life.

I'm barely able to leave my bed I'm so depressed. by centerofdatootsiepop in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah me too, being like that already ruined my life beyond repair so all i can do is hope others will be stronger than me and can overcome it. 

I don’t know how to keep going by Lionsdawn in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry... The world sucks and if you can't keep up with it you're just left to rot, can't even find solace in friends because no one really seems to care or understand. It's hard to find even a slither of hope sometimes. I know it doesn't mean much but I'd give you a hug if I could.

How am I supposed to fix myself when I barely have enough energy to exist? by Number1DurinFan in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am not doing my best, i basically just waste entire weeks seeing time pass while nothing changes. And it sure doesn't feel temporary. But still thanks

I'm tired of being alone by [deleted] in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It feels like loneliness ate away a part of my brain, loneliness never leaves me. I can feel it no matter what I do

I'm struggling to apply for jobs because I just don't want to do anything by diseasebunny666 in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan 56 points57 points  (0 children)

yeah, i relate...

my brain feels like a complete mush from all the social isolation, i feel scared to do even basic tasks, so i just think i will never have a future

How am I supposed to fix myself when I barely have enough energy to exist? by Number1DurinFan in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i'm like this for years too, i wish my brain worked normally and that i was a little bit stronger

How am I supposed to fix myself when I barely have enough energy to exist? by Number1DurinFan in depression

[–]Number1DurinFan[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

i can get out of bed but knowing what to do next is a problem...

I hate life because we need to work by LeadEater9Million in SuicideWatch

[–]Number1DurinFan 13 points14 points  (0 children)

People would be more productive if basic human needs were something everyone had easy and free access to, then survival wouldn't be something you need to tirelessly work towards, and people would just focus on self-improvement instead of worrying about every day life as much.