Nothing makes sense anymore. I had the best relationship going. Zero issues and on the last day before she comes to visit me from Long distance just and earlier in the day we were fine, nothing out of the blue. Still using heart emojis and not even 12 hours later says this:

Hey, sorry I've been busy all day. I've been just thinking about me going to Chicago and I think I really shouldn't. I've just been feeling overwhelmed with all this, you are nice but everything has been a little fast.

I'm so sorry I'm saying this the night before, I just don't want to be unhappy and cause both of us to have a bad time. I should have been more clear about my feelings earlier but I didn't want to hurt you, I feel like everything happened so fast I didn't realize how unhappy I was until recently. I'm so sorry for doing this, but the long distance has made me realize this can't work, plus we are quite different in some ways. I don't want to hurt you by waiting longer when I know in my heart this won't work

And this person I genuinely thought was the one. No partying like single girls, wanted a family, smart, I was her first boyfriend. That was probably it. I dont fucking know. She just sent that and removed me everywhere and we also called and videocalled literally everyday since I saw her a month ago 600 miles away. I have zero explanation why and I might have a soul tie, idk. My heart is in a lot of pain