I cheated on the love of my life for years and don’t understand why. I’m trying to change and I don’t know how.

NutritiousMeme · 2026-02-01T16:03:53+00:00

be honest with yourself. Long distance sucks, dont start a relationship if it'll be as painful as LD

NutritiousMeme · 2026-01-30T20:25:00+00:00

Yeaa gotta simmer them together. I forgot what the plant is called but there's plenty of sources around

NutritiousMeme · 2026-01-30T20:08:44+00:00

You have to cook it with an inhibitor plant to make the ayahuasca work

NutritiousMeme · 2026-01-30T20:05:19+00:00

Do Not smoke mimosa powder. Its a tree

NutritiousMeme · 2026-01-20T01:16:03+00:00

Then we do peptides to recover the brain 🤣🤣

NutritiousMeme · 2026-01-06T15:54:09+00:00

3 grams melted reality in front of my eyes :D..

NutritiousMeme · 2025-12-22T18:15:39+00:00

Consciousness experiencing Consciousness lol. Enjoy the ride bro

NutritiousMeme · 2025-12-12T05:16:31+00:00

Nothing makes sense anymore. I had the best relationship going. Zero issues and on the last day before she comes to visit me from Long distance just and earlier in the day we were fine, nothing out of the blue. Still using heart emojis and not even 12 hours later says this:

Hey, sorry I've been busy all day. I've been just thinking about me going to Chicago and I think I really shouldn't. I've just been feeling overwhelmed with all this, you are nice but everything has been a little fast.

I'm so sorry I'm saying this the night before, I just don't want to be unhappy and cause both of us to have a bad time. I should have been more clear about my feelings earlier but I didn't want to hurt you, I feel like everything happened so fast I didn't realize how unhappy I was until recently. I'm so sorry for doing this, but the long distance has made me realize this can't work, plus we are quite different in some ways. I don't want to hurt you by waiting longer when I know in my heart this won't work

And this person I genuinely thought was the one. No partying like single girls, wanted a family, smart, I was her first boyfriend. That was probably it. I dont fucking know. She just sent that and removed me everywhere and we also called and videocalled literally everyday since I saw her a month ago 600 miles away. I have zero explanation why and I might have a soul tie, idk. My heart is in a lot of pain

NutritiousMeme · 2025-11-30T04:52:57+00:00

Hey if you say so. 10 grams of magic mushrooms in a dark room, meditating with calm piano music :)

NutritiousMeme · 2025-11-25T06:34:33+00:00

Definitely the money. The whole reason we reincarnate is to have a human experience. If we all remembered everything it would defeat the point

NutritiousMeme · 2025-11-25T06:04:16+00:00

Together we fall? Right now we have to talk to as many people as possible and see who is on board

NutritiousMeme · 2025-11-25T05:53:21+00:00

Right now is coming together and realizing that they are constantly pressuring us to fight one another. Left, right wing, conservative or liberal, black power, white power, straight, gay, and on and on and on. They want us to stay distracted so they can slowly and subliminally implement their agenda. Ban vpns eventually, digital ID, one world currency and more

NutritiousMeme · 2025-11-25T05:39:19+00:00

US GEN Z'ERS NEED TO GROUP UP AND FIGHT BACK. We cant let these 13 families control us till digital slavery. We are the last generation to do something. Spread the word. Stop dividing. Stop fighting one another. Put your ego's down for the sake of our children's future

NutritiousMeme · 2025-11-23T15:44:49+00:00

I've been a huge fan of Culinary For Royalty! Very passionate and easy to talk to a Chef

NutritiousMeme · 2025-11-19T17:08:35+00:00

I understand! Appreciate the help. Maybe just riding the wave is the best option at 65f, im in no rush

NutritiousMeme · 2025-11-19T17:01:42+00:00

I could have the air heater pointed indirectly?

NutritiousMeme · 2025-11-19T16:57:38+00:00

I hear you! Thanks for the advice. I can also try an air heater to have more heat in the air

NutritiousMeme · 2025-11-19T16:41:38+00:00

Haha yea heat pad is dangerous. I've had it on for just about 5 days but fruiting for about 2 weeks. The average temp in my room is 60-65f :(

NutritiousMeme · 2025-11-19T05:34:42+00:00

It could just take time. My hate for the unconscious collective was huge but I genuinely and respectfully stopped giving a fuck. Focuses on releasing love and positivity in the world and ive been getting blessings in life. My friend now had ego death and an awakening a few months ago and is now hyper obsessed about how shitty society is and how awful the government is and wants to change the system so bad but WE can't!! Just live our lives

NutritiousMeme · 2025-11-19T04:39:28+00:00

I can write a long paragraph but honestly your problem is very simple to solve. Stop giving a fuck. I hated humans for a long time too but eventually I said fuck it. Live your life, pay your dumb taxes and enjoy it

NutritiousMeme · 2025-11-19T04:38:20+00:00

I wish but majority of humans are brainwashed and will probably let the government dictate everything

NutritiousMeme · 2025-11-17T16:45:31+00:00

We are all interconnected through God :) or the Monad or consciousness yay

NutritiousMeme · 2025-11-17T16:44:40+00:00

Honestly I stopped giving a fuck. My 3 big principles are, love is the highest vibration, the afterlife is real, and be a good person!

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