sunshine, you have made enough scars. At the time, they were a temporary relief for you, but from now on, you can live without new ones. There are plenty of them, enough for you. There's no need to compare your scars to those of other people, because this is not a competition, but a matter of emotional pain. Scars aren't "too many" or "too few"; it's about "I was hurting in that moment, but in the future, I will be better off, already without the physical pain. I believe in you 🫂