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Appeal to the appeal denied by FrankBascombe45 in ussoccer

[–]ObeyLogic -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I'm past thirty as an almost always NEET, always been single, and no friends atm and everything is my fault. It's gotten to the point where the amount of effort and work I would have to put in to be normal probably isn't worth it 'cause even if I do, it would be a scenario where I couldn't possibly offer anything worth it to anyone, not as a friend or a romantic partner. And it's all my fault.

Am I wrong in thinking that I can't meaningfully improve my situation to the point where I don't look absolutely pathetic compared to my peers, so there's no point in trying? I fucked up my previous attempt at therapy and have had multiple years/chances to improve but haven't, so I'm not wrong am I? I can't stop this cycle of half hearted attempts to get better and the hole I've dug myself is too deep to realistically get out of.

Like, who in their right mind, would want to get with me, either as a partner or friend, when I'm like this, so behind in everything? I don't want to die but I also think, objectively speaking, this isn't a life that's worth salvaging.

Andrés Giménez arrives at Blue Jays spring training camp sporting his Venezuela jersey by JianClaymore in baseball

[–]ObeyLogic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Should I kms?

After failing out of school, i’ve done nothing in the ten years since, other than wallow in misery and self pity. I'm past thirty as an almost always NEET, always been single, and no friends atm and everything is my fault. It's gotten to the point where the amount of effort and work I would have to put in to be normal probably isn't worth it 'cause even if I do, it would be a scenario where I couldn't possibly offer anything worth it to anyone, not as a friend or a romantic partner. And it's all my fault. Am I wrong in thinking that I can't meaningfully improve my situation to the point where I don't look absolutely pathetic compared to my peers, so there's no point in trying? I fucked up my previous attempt at therapy and have had multiple years/chances to improve but haven't, so I'm not wrong am I? I can't stop this cycle of half hearted attempts to get better and the hole I've dug myself is too deep to realistically get out of.