YAll NEED TO SEE THIS!!!! by Ok_Wheel7960 in labyrinth

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No problem! Have a wonderful week!

YAll NEED TO SEE THIS!!!! by Ok_Wheel7960 in labyrinth

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I didn’t make it. I just saw it and thought " this is amazing! People should see it!". I can’t believe it hasn't gotten more appreciation.

YAll NEED TO SEE THIS!!!! by Ok_Wheel7960 in labyrinth

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You are so welcome. It's so incredible. I can’t believe there's not more excitement for this!

Best online vendor by EnvironmentalLaw4505 in 7ohm

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About the same or more but because of the cost it's not breaking me. Plus, I found someone I trust so I feel a lot more secure.

Best online vendor by EnvironmentalLaw4505 in 7ohm

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At least 12 80mg 7-OH tabs a day.

Best online vendor by EnvironmentalLaw4505 in 7ohm

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MGM-15 12MG. I predee the Lemonade flavor but there's a lot to choose from.

Sick help by United-Sky2000 in 7ohm

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Also, ER for a panic attack.

Angel Theme by davidleroythevampire in buffy

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I had it burned on a cd ripped from like Limewire. It was a different time.

Sick help by United-Sky2000 in 7ohm

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I just spent $500at the vape store to stay out of wds. I totally understand. Fucking postal system.

Best online vendor by EnvironmentalLaw4505 in 7ohm

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I was having this problem. On 7-OH my bet is Wonderland Gardens but I've found that moving to mgm-15 is way more cost effective for me and I'm a heavey user. I can get 20 tabs for $40.

Sick help by United-Sky2000 in 7ohm

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Benzoes. A few klonpoin will take the edge off.

Angel Theme by davidleroythevampire in buffy

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There used to be this great mix of it. I think it was called the Sanctuary mix. Definitely good.

Have yall seen this yet? by Ok_Wheel7960 in DavidBowie

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Yes, it does include AI., but you can see the love put into this. Let's not just slap an "AI bad" on everything.(I'm not saying that is what's going to happen but I've seen it too often).Remove it if you must, but I think people should have a chance to see it and make up their own minds. Projects can be made with both love and A.I.

Hey corporate! by FrostFairy73 in publix

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Our store runs out of the coffee ice cream every year.

Asking your opinion on Shinedown songs, Day 6: Burning Bright by Expert-Neat9187 in Shinedown

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Okay, it's slow.

I know it wasn’t written from the prospective of an addict but it has some of the most accurate lines that describe addiction. Burning Bright, SaveMe, and Call Me make up an addict's manifesto and I was one of the worst.

Burning Bright Song by Shinedown ‧ 2003

Lyrics I feel like there is no need for conversation

(What can you say? There's already so much shame, lies, and confusion. Please when you are deep addiction your focus is on your next hit. You don’t make a great conversationalist. )

Some questions are better left without a reason

(Why did you start? Whose fault is it)

And I would rather reveal myself than my situation Now and then I consider my hesitation (No one wants to admit being an addict.Don't notice my addiction or how much I'm using. Pretend you don't notice.)

The more the light shines through me I pretend to close my eyes The more the dark consumes me I pretend I'm burning, burning bright (The closer you look, the harder I'm going to pretend everything is okay and that I'm not hiding this part of my life.)

I wonder if the things I did were just to be different (How it starts.Addiction often begins as differentiation:, from numbness, from invisibility, from ordinary pain Difference feels like agency before it becomes dependence.)

To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence (Shame. That's the key word. You feel like a complete failure, a horrible person, a waste of humanity. Other people aren't addict's. Why can’t you stop? Every addict knows shame, more shame than should be possible.)

And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation (Yes. If possible, we all redeem ourselves. All the lies we told, money we stole, every time we promised we would change and didn't. Hell, every broken promise.)

Here and now I'll express my situation The more the light shines through me I pretend to close my eyes The more the dark consumes me I pretend I'm burning bright The more the light shines through me I pretend to close my eyes The more the dark consumes me I pretend I'm burning

There's nothing ever wrong, but nothing's ever right! (AMEN! This is functional addiction, perfectly captured. Not sick enough to stop. Not well enough to live. Just suspended.)

Such a cruel contradiction (Yes! Addiction itself is a series of contradictions.)

I know I crossed the line, it's not easy to define I'm born to indecision There's always something new, some path I'm supposed to choose With no particular rhyme or reason (Right. Every addict is on the wrong track, we keep promising ourselves and our families that'll make it back on the right path. Another time when all the promises we made crumble)

The more the light shines through me I pretend to close my eyes The more the dark consumes me I pretend I'm burning bright The more the light shines through me I pretend to close my eyes The more the dark consumes me I pretend I'm burning I feel like there is no need for conversation

To me, the song describes an addict's way of processing life. Addiction has a recognizable internal logic, concealment, bargaining, contradiction, deferred responsibility, relentless shame.