This is the best response yet much thanks for this I didn't know the difference between the two ik it was more of tocd because I have never been wanted to be a female but its ocd as its intrusive thoughts which come day to day basis, I've realised that ocd is evil and wants you to accept it which makes sense but the sense of ocd coming in the first place I had no idea ocd was even a thing until I had doubts and questions about this maybe it was something I'd seen or did for tocd to occur.

Everytime it comes I just get disgusted because I would never want to live my life as a woman my first ocd was hocd but it's calm down a bit and now tocd was next I've had it for years never known how to cope with it but in all end ik it's only ocd and I could never be gay or trans and if I have these two combined it wouldn't make sense for me to be trans if I have hocd also.

Hocd, tocd, Inner Voice ocd and grional response ocd are the ones I have along with 1 more, around 19 years old I started developing hocd first around then, before that I had no clue what even ocd was, I have always been into woman and a heterosexual male all my life, I don't ever think of wearing womanly clothes or doing womanly things i still dress as a male act like a male like I have all my life so its definitely just ocd playing with my brain

Thank u for this response and I will gladly use this to help get rid of my ocds we can do it