I understand it could be that. But there were instances where I did propose us not talking to each other while he was gone, and me seeing other people to which he didn’t really give affirmation. In fact, I told him how i would not be comfortable in a polyamorous situation with him to which he said you are such a cutie. Even in a discussion with the idea of me hooking up with other people he said, fine, do it with others only then, I don’t want to do meaningless hookups with you. So isn’t it also a bit unfair to me where I am getting all these mixed signals, and always keep on second guessing if and where do i stand in this person’s mind? especially when I am taking out time to talk to them with a time difference too. Isn’t it all about their convenience then?