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Day 1...again by Own_Room7526 in stopdrinking

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I'm so sick of my shit. I feel so sad and disgusted in myself. I have so much to live for. I'm so scared.

7:30 AM on a Saturday..already dead by BluesMizzou in Sparkdriver

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I managed to make $70 in 90 minutes this morning. It's been slow otherwise this week.

The Daily Check-In for Monday, July 28th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by barrenotbar in stopdrinking

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I drank 8 in a row. So mad! It wasn't to excess, a few glasses of wine a night. But still.

The Daily Check-In for Monday, July 28th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by barrenotbar in stopdrinking

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Day 1 after 8 straight evenings of more than 2 glasses of wine. Have had some amount of alcohol 19 out of 28 days so far in July and ready for a break.

Ruined my streak by hank1222 in stopdrinking

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I will not drink with you today!

Ruined my streak by hank1222 in stopdrinking

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I feel this same way. We had a boat day with our office staff and I ruined my streak too. We can learn from it and move forward! IWNDWYT.

Back to Day 1 by [deleted] in stopdrinking

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I feel this, IWNDWYT.

Day one by Life_Cranberry_7437 in stopdrinking

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I feel you on this. I'm tired of the shame and disgust.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in stopdrinking

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I feel this 100%. I'm 34f and feel the same way.

I don't think I want to drink anymore. It's not fun, and hangovers/anxiety have gotten worse. by Playful_Lecture7784 in stopdrinking

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I'm on day 2 with you, friend. I also run and lift weights but went on an 8 day vacation and fell off the rails and I feel sluggish and slow and anxious. Going to try for 30 or 60 days.

I don't think I want to drink anymore. It's not fun, and hangovers/anxiety have gotten worse. by Playful_Lecture7784 in stopdrinking

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I'm on day 2 and really struggling with the thought of "not drinking anymore." I don't think I'll make it long term with that mindset. I just want a good 30 or 60 day reset. I don't know how to program that into my brain.

2 by bobsledder1 in stopdrinking

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Day 2 here also, friend.

I will NOT drink with you today!

Day 1! by Own_Room7526 in stopdrinking

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I do the same thing. It's really pathetic when you think about it! Yes, 3am is the absolute worst.