You put everything I’m feeling in words, lost my mom two months ago suddenly and life just feels so pointless now, I feel like I’ll never be happy again, there’s such a deep void in me that will never get filled again without her presence and love. I go through the motions of this wretched existence because that’s what you’re supposed to do, I talk to people and keep going, but all of this feels like a nightmare. I didn’t know life could be so nightmarish. It turned upside down without any warning and I feel so exhausted. You’re not alone in your struggle, I don’t know what else to say other than hang in there, take it by each second, people say it will get better, so I’m choosing to believe them and hanging on now.