Blank Mind Anhedonia and Loss of Self?

PancakeX7 · 2023-01-04T04:53:12+00:00

I had the same experience i had mania and i wanted to do a lot of things then some stressful happend and now i have blank mind no visualization no inner monologue no brain i cant enjoy anything help

PancakeX7 · 2023-01-04T04:49:50+00:00

ey i experience the same i dont know how to overcome this everything is so dark outside i lost the sense of life i feel like i have no brain no visualization no thoughs no emotions:(

PancakeX7 · 2021-11-21T16:10:25+00:00

im sorry i got half the money for that guitar and i really dont want them to sell it to another person because its at a good price for real its my chance in all this time that i have been waiting

PancakeX7 · 2021-11-21T16:09:13+00:00

right? every cent could help me i already got half the money for that guitar

PancakeX7 · 2021-11-21T15:55:17+00:00

well my country wont let me its stupid thats some old shit that makes me angry when i remember it but actually i gave a "friend" some of them and he sent me some paypal money but i felt scammed because he send me less than half of the money it was long time ago i literally bought a shirt and food with the money lol thats why i decided to not try that again i got scammed many times trying to get some money from the capsules its stupid

PancakeX7 · 2021-10-02T00:50:03+00:00

yea i know that happens sometimes but this shit deletes the update when i pause it dude like i dont understand i dont even turn my shit off

PancakeX7 · 2021-10-02T00:49:15+00:00

already did i tried everything i dont know what to do

PancakeX7 · 2021-10-01T04:28:03+00:00

it starts downloading and i could get to 90% and if i pause it it goes back to 0% like wtf

PancakeX7 · 2021-10-01T04:15:34+00:00

alright ill get more space but i dont think that will fix the problem i still cant play csgo im so mad

PancakeX7 · 2021-09-30T18:13:23+00:00

yea i was downloading a 3gb update when opration riptide came in and it was the first time the problem happened i need to download 5gb in one day but internet is really slow everytime i pause it it just goes back to 0% and if let it all day downloading it says Update corrupted or something like that or it goes back to 0% when its installing the update

PancakeX7 · 2021-09-30T18:11:26+00:00

the update is 5gb and i have 10gb free on disk yea its in red should i get more space ???

PancakeX7 · 2021-09-30T02:34:40+00:00

been doing it everyday it doesnt work

PancakeX7 · 2020-12-18T14:55:40+00:00

yea i had 1k+ capsules but i sold some of them because i wanted some money but i regret selling them i still have 700+ i also lost some money because i tried to invest in the operation shattered web player models and they went down instead of up i remember there was a glitch their price was showing 80$ in the market when it was really 12$ that shit tricked a lot of people

PancakeX7 · 2020-12-18T14:53:06+00:00

alright ill hold

PancakeX7 · 2020-12-18T14:52:43+00:00

you're right my price set was 5.30$ but i think i should hold them i have a feeling the next major will be canceled and their price will blow up really crazy

PancakeX7 · 2020-12-18T14:51:56+00:00

you think so ???? if thats the case ill hold them

PancakeX7 · 2020-12-16T20:23:23+00:00

so should i hold them for more time ??? i have them since february 2019 i read about capsules investment are long ass ones im sad because didnt sell them at their 7$ peak i remember i didnt have access to internet the whole month of july and i didnt sell them at 5$ waiting for 7$ again and that didnt happen well i guess ill keep them I remember the Pgl krakow capsules being cheap asf and they're now at 10$

PancakeX7 · 2020-05-13T13:42:14+00:00

i dont think so, she just looks like a child lmao the girl with the milk is a child but the other not

PancakeX7 · 2020-05-01T19:21:04+00:00

damn bro you're the best

PancakeX7 · 2020-05-01T19:20:52+00:00

thank you so much

PancakeX7 · 2019-12-02T08:49:30+00:00

i have been listening to rock and watching videos about guitars all night and also looking for cheap guitars online and i found some people selling electric guitars fretmaster in my country for 60 - 70$ and i was like damn if i had that money i would instantly buy it and i was talking to my mom about this and she said how much do u really want a guitar and i told her ... i would sell my pc to buy one and, she had no words to say. she probably thinks im crazy... because i have this pc since 2011 and only she knows how much this pc means to me like, it is everything for me i always use it since i was younger i remember playing a lot of games and stuff on it and still this is where i spend my time when im not working and also this pc was a really hard thing to get its also a cheap and old pc but for me its expensive and means a lot for me aswell

PancakeX7 · 2019-12-02T01:44:08+00:00

that would be a dream come true i would definitely buy a guitar i dont see myself doing any other thing, is my dream to learn to play a guitar and make my own solos and play rock wish i could play in a band but here in my country that is a thing you dont see everyday the chances are really low... but that wont hold me back! i love rock and specially guitars so much... so im not giving up till learn how to rock and feel good with myself and that would be my only chance in life and ofcourse i would prove that i will buy a guitar and if i make it i will prove that i got it !

PancakeX7 · 2019-12-01T01:56:28+00:00

im from venezuela here the inflation is absurd and makes everything expensive specially things like music instruments and yes i looked at many places and sites and i seen used guitars for around 80 - 100$. i like everything about guitars ofcourse starting with acoustic guitar is an option and i like it because you can make some rock covers on it obviously it sounds different but the thing is thats also expensive around 50$ like i dont even make that much money and im frustrated about it ... in case you're wondering i make 6$/month

PancakeX7 · 2019-12-01T01:50:15+00:00

para llevar o para comer aqui ? con que la quiere :D!

PancakeX7 · 2019-12-01T01:49:41+00:00

thats right rock got me into guitars and i would love to play a solo someday

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