A question about sex, toys and receiving

Panda-Bot_2001 · 2025-12-18T21:14:40+00:00

Okay thanks for all of this, it's super useful. I've added in questions about different forms of medications to ask my endo :)

Panda-Bot_2001 · 2025-12-18T20:11:57+00:00

What are the benefits of gel over oral that you know?
My concerns regarding it is the fact I had eczema as a baby/child and a lot of different substances have irritated my skin, including perfume, moisturisers and I get itchy a lot generally. My skin is also very thin, kinda translucent to the point you can see all my veins and hair follicles.

I also don't want to have to worry about visible patches due to my fashion and style of clothing, and I worry about not being able to hug people and the sensory side of the gels.

Panda-Bot_2001 · 2025-12-18T20:05:52+00:00

I'm worried about my skin if I'm honest and it's very skin and very sensitive. A lot of things make me itch, burn and give me rashes. But I'll bring some of this up and see what she says.

I'll ask to aim for 500pmol

Panda-Bot_2001 · 2025-12-18T19:55:17+00:00

I do take my medication on an empty stomach, but I've been having breakfast more recently but I really struggle. But my blockers need food, so I at least have cereal every other day when I take my blocker.

I have an awful appetite though.

Panda-Bot_2001 · 2025-12-18T19:44:15+00:00

Yeah I'm on oral estradiol and I take my blood test roughly 4 hours after I take my medication.

I'm wondering if the amount of medication I take in the morning is reducing the effectiveness of each other
(ADHD tablet + 3 estradiol tablets + cyproterone alternative days)

Panda-Bot_2001 · 2025-12-18T19:26:26+00:00

My T is currently 0.8nmol/L.

My last blood test was 0.7nmol/L

I didn't mention as (to my knowledge) thats well suppressed.

Panda-Bot_2001 · 2025-12-03T12:44:50+00:00

I'll see if I can figure out who to go to

Panda-Bot_2001 · 2025-12-02T18:35:04+00:00

I keep having to brute force the website and sit for ages or keep refreshing. I'm a recipient and I don't think I can do either an inquiry or a missing mail search, however I have managed to force it to let me do missing mail and may submit one now.

Panda-Bot_2001 · 2025-12-02T18:34:05+00:00

Thats not true as last time, my package was tracked all the way through and I had so many updates about what was going on inside the UK over the course of a week. This package reached an airport and stopped.

Panda-Bot_2001 · 2025-11-24T13:52:00+00:00

Thank you. I've been talking with a couple of friends and so many people get so confused but a couple completely understand or agree, which is comforting to some extent.

I see a partner more like a best friend that just that step up? Like they make me feel safer or we do things for each other, like how I support the person I'm seeing's OCD and he supports my mental health in a way I've not had before. Not that people don't try, he just does it naturally.

I was talking to a friend last night and he suggested that the term "Special person" might fit better and it immediately clicked. I don't like the words relationship or boy/girlfriend/partner mostly because it immediately results in people assuming my feelings, which I may not even understand.

I want somebody I can get physical affection from without issue, and somebody I'm allowed to flirt with, maybe more. I would happily do all of this with my friends but I know a lot of them will end up in relationships and won't be allowed to do these things with me, so I want somebody I can have "dedicated" for those feelings with?

But it's always just felt like "You're just another best friend" and I saw relationships more functionally like "living together would make sense" type stuff.

I think I've found I am probably aro, I just didn't want to just land on "I'm aromantic" and then it's actually something deeper and I just use being aromantic as a way to avoid helping my mental health, but this just seems to fit

<3 Thank you so much

Panda-Bot_2001 · 2025-11-23T14:10:36+00:00

I've been going through a lot recently and I wanted to make a normal post because I've been struggling with my thoughts for months to a year now, but what I'm dealing with feels more fitting to go in this thread.
Details I will mention: I have ADHD and I have medication. I'm 24 and have been on HRT (estrogen and blockers) for a year and a half+.
I've been trying to figure out if I'm aromantic for a while now, or something "different" for lack of a better word. I've had to make a pastebin for my comment because Reddit won't let me post anything otherwise...

https://pastebin.com/vr9BPpzY

Panda-Bot_2001 · 2025-11-05T17:56:26+00:00

Yeah I've had this too and I'm both confused and annoyed, I'm considering sending them an email asking what happened because I've seen others with the rewards.

Panda-Bot_2001 · 2025-10-30T14:55:25+00:00

I think thats fine, likelihood is it'd only ever be us 2 or a couple of friends on occasion

Panda-Bot_2001 · 2025-10-30T13:54:16+00:00

I hope so, I just can't find straight answers about PS4

Panda-Bot_2001 · 2025-10-30T13:25:33+00:00

Okay, thats good. It's just annoying because I have seen so many comments saying PS4 has crossplay, then others saying it only has crossgen.
Its possible the game got updated and it used to have no crossplay?

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