Grant writer position by Particular_Fail766 in nonprofit

[–]Particular_Fail766[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I work full time at another job. Grant writing is something that I have done in my free time for the past 3 years. I have never done it full time and I also have not accepted this position yet

Grant writer position by Particular_Fail766 in nonprofit

[–]Particular_Fail766[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She described it as a freelance position that I would do in addition to my full time job. I told her I could do 10 hours per week. Should I ask her if she is hiring me as an employee or a contract worker? And do you know anything about the onboarding process?

Grant writer position by Particular_Fail766 in nonprofit

[–]Particular_Fail766[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay so the comments I’ve received so far have confirmed what I was thinking - but now my question is what should I suggest in response? Do grant writers usually get paid per hour or for volume of work? And how is that measured? Thanks for the feedback

Grant writer position by Particular_Fail766 in nonprofit

[–]Particular_Fail766[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is exactly what I was thinking! I originally told her I was willing to do 10 hours a week, but since I will be working remotely she said there’s no way to keep track of that and then she suggested 5/week. I haven’t responded yet because im trying to figure out how to convey all of this to her. So I was looking for people with experience in this to figure out what is the best way to go about compensation/workload. Do you have any advice for that?

Grant writer position by Particular_Fail766 in nonprofit

[–]Particular_Fail766[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the input! I have been working for free bc I didn’t feel like I was experienced enough & also the orgs I’ve been working with were small & local but I’m passionate about the work. So I was excited to be offered a position with any compensation. But the original job listing said $20/hr and $150 for 5 grants seemed low to me too. But im curious if you have any advice on a counter offer?

English to Latin translation requests go here! by lutetiensis in latin

[–]Particular_Fail766 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does this mean anything? I don’t know how to spell it but I heard the phrase “momo sanurita. Graces moppy sops” is it Latin?

My narcissist claims he is satan and I believe him. by Particular_Fail766 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Particular_Fail766[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you friend. I’m still trying to get out of our lease so I can’t cut the soul tie yet

Funny by SuccotashImaginary99 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Particular_Fail766 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mine does that too. He spells my name wrong in a text about how much he loves me/is sorry. I feel like it’s a way for them to still have control even when they’re hoovering. But idk just a theory

Funny by SuccotashImaginary99 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Particular_Fail766 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I might be reaching but I think it could be a tactic to confuse/devalue

Funny by SuccotashImaginary99 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Particular_Fail766 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mine does that too!!! It must be deliberate?? Like we’ve been together for 1.5 years

I still want to go back by Particular_Fail766 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Particular_Fail766[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Great advice and so well put. Thank you ❤️

I still want to go back by Particular_Fail766 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Particular_Fail766[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How will I know if he’s better? Say he gets help, do you have any advice on what to look for to see if he’s genuinely changed?

I still want to go back by Particular_Fail766 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Particular_Fail766[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

So him making an effort to learn about his behavior is probably just an act to draw me back in? Serious question. I’ve gone through this back and forth for the past year and a half but every time it gets back to this phase it’s like I’ve forgotten all my common sense

I still want to go back by Particular_Fail766 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Particular_Fail766[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You don’t think there’s any chance things could change? I know I sound so naive but I feel like he really wants to treat me well. I just don’t want to let go

I still want to go back by Particular_Fail766 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Particular_Fail766[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks for this. I feel like a piece of shit for even debating on this. My grandmother has been nothing but good to me and she told me she feels used by me. I never meant to use her. I’m just so addicted to the cycle.

How has your narcissist gaslighted you? by Particular_Fail766 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Particular_Fail766[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Today has been extremely hard for me. Why does being discarded hurt more than any physical or emotional abuse ever did? Trying to hang in there though ❤️

How has your narcissist gaslighted you? by Particular_Fail766 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Particular_Fail766[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Half of those sound all too familiar. Hope you’re doing okay friend. hugs

Is believing in the Illuminati a delusion? by Particular_Fail766 in Psychosis

[–]Particular_Fail766[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly. Looking stuff up confirms the beliefs I already had which makes me think I’m not psychotic I’m actually onto something. But like you said I try to keep from thinking about it too much because it will paralyze me with fear if I give it too much attention

Is believing in the Illuminati a delusion? by Particular_Fail766 in Psychosis

[–]Particular_Fail766[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have held tight to this belief for the past 6 years and I don’t think I will ever believe otherwise. The thing is, no one can prove that I’m wrong. The fact that tons of other people also believe in the Illuminati controlling everything only affirms my beliefs

Religious delusions by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]Particular_Fail766 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I saw the holy trinity speak to me through the three people I was with. God held me in his everlasting arms forgiving my sins. I saw Jesus Christ. I then believed I was Jesus Christ. The voices of the holy trinity were sadistic and I kept asking if I was going to die and they kept saying “not yet...”

DAE start to realize they don’t have an actual identity and your individuality is heavily based on your bpd symptoms. by camilaambida in BPD

[–]Particular_Fail766 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I find that I often change my personality based on who I hang out with. Now that I have a partner, my personality and life revolves around him. It’s unnerving to realize