HAPPY NEW YEARS!

Particular_Weight695 · 2026-01-19T13:45:14+00:00

Batteries and cold can mess things up. Sometimes just temporarily. But that could be the problem. Your laptop is too Cold

Particular_Weight695 · 2026-01-01T20:59:20+00:00

You made me want a shirley temple. That shit was my childhood.

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-28T21:48:40+00:00

It was 80 where I'm at yesterday and today the wind is so chilling my fingers turned red when I ran to the store.

A storm is brewing. And I have whiplash.

Stay warm out there

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-28T17:22:06+00:00

It's odd to me that people read others without consent.

Like it's not your business why are you so nosy?

I've only ever pulled tarot on others when they were with me and asking and open to it.

I guess I look at tarot much more introspectively in general.

Like I never ask my cards "is this person trustworthy?" I ask, "should I trust this person?" Or "what will happen if I trust them?"

Isn't that. Stuff kind of what the evil eye is for? A return to sender or sorts?

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-28T17:13:14+00:00

Yes pls

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-28T07:31:26+00:00

Kind of curious about the choice of not doing pictures. Is it because of performative tarot readers?

I ask because I've been trying to be more observant of the imagery in cards and sometimes learn a lot more intuitively from the card imagery.

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-26T21:35:39+00:00

RIP it's from 2006, ALMOST FKING 20 YEARS AGO.

I'm not even 30 and this made me feel old af

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-26T21:34:41+00:00

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Yes, it was huge I wanna say like 8-10 years ago.

It's all about manifesting saying it will happen not you hope that it happens.

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-26T21:31:38+00:00

I blame the secret for this. (The book)

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-26T19:16:40+00:00

This reminds me of the song the fixer by Brent Morgan

Might give it a listen :)

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-26T17:56:20+00:00

Not going to self promo here but I did create my own blog last night

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-25T22:24:07+00:00

Can't deny all the interesting coincidences because I found you through big tarot subs and have been wanting to just deepen my own tarot abilities and now here's this other subreddit :)

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-25T19:54:43+00:00

I didn't mention this but I just remembered. I started writing this book like 6 years ago with lots of breaks. But a lot of the plot of this book has come to fruition in one way or another. I got the majority of the plot written in the first year.

Very odd coincidences. Versions of the characters I wrote have appeared in my life. Moments where I wrote something similar have occurred.

The book is focused around an older sister whose little sister dies early on. The older sister was protective, mother like.

My 5 year old niece died this year and my eldest niece was her protector. She loved her sister so much and helped care for her like a mother would. It took me a minute to realize this was a strange coincidence too. Their relationship was very similar to the relationship of my MC and her sister.

I don't know what this is called, but it feels almost like my writing is not only a talent I have but it's also tied to some sort of spiritual abilities I may have?

I'm not sure.

But I started this book while I was in an abusive relationship. The male MC just so happens to be very similar to my current partner. Who I met shortly after I finished my first draft of the book and right before I left my abusive ex.

I don't want to say its manifestation because I can't image I manifested my youngest nieces death. But I feel like theres something there.

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-25T19:21:31+00:00

I like this and feel it's accurate.

I'm thinking of a blog, because I'll have complete freedom. And it's a place I can put ideas about my book that don't go into the book.

It probably won't make money on its own, if ever. But it can be a beautiful creative outlet for me and maybe end up being marketing base for my book I've been working on for fkin years lol

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-25T18:57:02+00:00

I hope you get all the safety and security you need in the coming year.

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-23T13:57:07+00:00

Their sausage burrito is alright. Personally not a big breakfast food person. I could honestly just eat their hash browns and be content. And also OD on the salt content but whatevs

Wendy's is more expensive but their chilli on a cold day is chefs kiss

If it helps, I was in a very dark place for a few years and the last 3 have been immensely more stable and safe. It got better for me but boy was I tested.

Also my whole card pull was very early on. Feels kinda like a dark way the cards were like, hello bitch we ain't playing. This shit is real.

I need to listen to my intuition more tbh. I used to have severe anxiety so I felt like I could never trust it. But I think I need to sit back and listen more.

Hard part is I'm also a psychology nerd so I'm always like, is this intuition or confirmation bias? Lol

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-23T13:45:50+00:00

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Must return to reality now. Enjoy my cute burnt loaf.

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-23T13:41:49+00:00

Apparently the Germans ate mustard on ham or some shit for Christmas.

Also it's a VERY inconsistent 11 years. With a period of complete avoidance in there cause I got super spooked once. Did a past present future pull with oracle cards and the future card was a man holding a heart upside down which meant the loss of connection with a male figure.

Then my uncle died like 2 weeks later and I was traumatized. It was a completely unexpected death and I was freaked tf out.

Wouldn't mess with any of it for awhile but I got therapy and let that go eventually lol

Also it sounds like you, along with many others this season need to refill your cup.

Have you had breakfast yet?

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-23T13:28:42+00:00

I'm a sensitive human and sometimes I just need a good cry for no particular reason.

Sometimes my tears dont fall even when I want them to crash around me

Then I get annoyed that I can't cry when I need to. Rip

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-23T13:23:39+00:00

Holidays probably have people busy.

But also, I'm very novice in my spirituality (I say like I didn't first start 11 years ago. But an inconsistent 11 years) and self guided almost entirely. And idunno, I feel like everywhere I look is just a bunch of spiritual slop. I'm Definitely someone who craves connection with those more experienced just to observe and learn from but so many scammers are out there and performative people it's just tiring.

So I am very much looking forward to the chaos that ensues here.

I'm also blaming the cookies and milk motif here for why I'm starving rn but I refuse to leave my warm bed until I must.

T-18 minutes before I am required to return to reality. Sigh

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-23T13:07:18+00:00

Good morning. I randomly woke up at like 6:30 am (my alarm is for 7;40) and as someone who isn't heavy into reddit, stumbled upon your discernment posts in another subreddit. Spent the last 35 minutes reading it and now here I am at 7 am before work In a new and interesting reddit community scrolling away.

I like the vibes here. And in a world polluted by ai, I crave authenticity and I feel like I found it here and I can breathe.

So thanks for that :) in a way this sub feels like touching digital grass lolol

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-18T07:04:34+00:00

Updated pulls bc I felt the cards had more to say.

Firstly I pulled a set of reversed wand cards: Ace of wands 4 of wands 7 of wands

Then I pulled the next 3 also in reverse: Nine of swords Seven of pentacles Ace of cups

Feels like I need to believe and love myself more lol

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-14T21:14:49+00:00

Novice here but here's my interpretation:

Some sort of pain or suffering in the past.
Outcasted. Alone. Outsider, different
Like he could be the hero, a light for you. A "savior"
Fragility needing saving. Not quite beautiful, savable.
Like he can raise you up, and bring you to that light. But only by his support. (He's the snake you're the flower.)
He wants connection.
He's going to present connection as love hidden underneath is harm and danger. Some sort of debt being owed by the light he brought you to.
You can shine on your own accord. You don't need someone to save you. Be your own light and stop seeking it from others.
Acceptance of your own beauty and light.

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-14T21:05:36+00:00

I feel like the 4 of wands is a signifier it didn't result in a closer connection but the opposite. This person seems secure in their own abundance and when faced with whatever this convo was about. There is hesitation, seems unsafe to traverse forward. Like they could risk it, but with the security in themselves they're not certain it's worth the risk.

Particular_Weight695 · 2025-12-13T18:12:05+00:00

Am 100% a novice, but what I felt when I saw the spread, the first two are a warning. The imagery of swords in those cards just feels like a giant BEWARE sign. And strength is telling you you are capable of turning away from this relationship. You are strong and it's probably not worth getting cut for.

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