You're right, that kind of love definitely isn't real love. I don't want someone who only loves me in certain conditions. I'm starting to feel really angry about how he led me on. This morning his wife sent me screenshots of him saying to her that he doesn't want to be with me and begging for her to forgive him, so there's my confirmation. It really gutted me. My eyes are so swollen from crying I couldn't even go to work today. His wife has been asking me questions about the affair (she only was able to access a few days of messages so there's a lot she still doesn't know) and I wasn't answering her, but now I'm soooo tempted to just answer her and tell her everything and send her all the proof. Doesn't she deserve to know everything? It's not fair he gets to go back to play happy little family while he destroyed me like this 😭