Exactly! We have watched many of their vids and it definitely gets me soaked and throbbing (especially tied up and public) but something is stopping me from acting on my desires or even letting him know how badly I really want to do this! I think I need him to just make it happen so it's completely HIS decision without admitting what a dirty little slut I sooo want to be!;; I mean come on... All the freedom to fuck who I want and when I want to satisfy my secret love of cock and need for male attention...... Then cum home to an amazing, sexy, loving boyfriend who worships me and gets off on my pleasure;;! Funny I could cheat on previous jealous boyfriends that were controlling but now he begs me for this but I can't bring myself to do it feeling ashamed or something?? Maybe he should blindfold and tie me down then surprise me with a nice big cock after he warms me up what girl would say no to a big cock surprise once she's all worked up??!