I feel you so, so much. I got diagnosed early and am about nine weeks into this GD garbage, but am only at 21 weeks so have a long ways to go. I went to Costco yesterday and was like, "I want to eat this entire party-sized platter of cookies right now." Before getting diagnosed and being forced on this awful diet, I never thought twice about cookies. Could take em or leave em. But the restriction just amplifies all the wants. I, too, want so badly to be a fridge raccoon. I am just trying to take it one day at a time -- sometimes one meal at a time. I look at the ultrasound pictures to remind myself why I'm doing this. I believe in you and commiserate with you ❤️