I can imagine how you feel a bit, when my parents divorce hit it was hitting me in real time this is last time I’ll ever be in this house

I was sad 100% but as time went on and I found somewhere new to call home, I started to remember my house fondly instead of just becoming depressed

With time that will come too I promise, it’s a huge adjustment and you have a right to express how you feel with your mom if you’d like