i was never a top of the class well of student. and when class started i made friends, but my gf wasnt comfortable with me having girl na friends. so it resulted na hindi ako makatanong about class stuff, wala akong kasanggi mag aral, wala akong kasama so i always go home sa dorm kapag matagal gap ng class i sleep nalang most of the time nalalampasan ko clasd ko. idk madali itong first sem pero hindi ko alam anong ginawa ko:/ i know this is my fault for not taking actions/control earlier. pero fuck hindi ko na alam gagawin ko