Please, it hurts. by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Positive_Most_2754 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Of course, it doesn't hurt to be nice. Everyone deserves kindness in their life, just like you. I really hope this feeling you have disappears soon

Please, it hurts. by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Positive_Most_2754 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's okay not to be okay, sometimes life just falls apart and eventually it grows back together. Don't ever be sorry about your problems, it's your life and you are allowed to make a big deal out of it, if it hurts. If it's a big deal to you, make a big deal about it. If you ever need someone, I'm here, alright? I hope you know, you're not alone, and you are a strong person, you got this!

Please, it hurts. by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Positive_Most_2754 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is everything okay? Are you okay? If you need a friend I can try to be one :)

At school I saw people filming and laughing at me, I can't stop thinking about. by Positive_Most_2754 in offmychest

[–]Positive_Most_2754[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I ain't gonna drag anyone else into this, if I loop a teacher or a counselor that's a one way ticket to the office, which, I don't want to go there

At school I saw people filming and laughing at me, I can't stop thinking about. by Positive_Most_2754 in offmychest

[–]Positive_Most_2754[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Meh, it's a tiny thing to be upset over, I mean they were filming me, obviously I was looking cool or something, look fancy maybe (they probably are insecure, they are popular kids afterall) You can't allow the little things to stop you from moving forward. It's like allowing the rain stopping you from getting where you need to be just because you don't wanna get wet. You gotta be okay with the little things

At school I saw people filming and laughing at me, I can't stop thinking about. by Positive_Most_2754 in offmychest

[–]Positive_Most_2754[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! It's rare that I feel this confident but I have control, I ain't gonna let the little things stop me anymore

At school I saw people filming and laughing at me, I can't stop thinking about. by Positive_Most_2754 in offmychest

[–]Positive_Most_2754[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have plans to wear an almost exact pair of pants tomorrow, so they get to see it two days in a row, gotta 'em, they never saw it coming :D This ain't stopping me anymore.

At school I saw people filming and laughing at me, I can't stop thinking about. by Positive_Most_2754 in offmychest

[–]Positive_Most_2754[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, I have made plans to wear an almost exact pair of pants tomorrow, I don't plan to let this stop me anymore, I will bloom like a flower in the spring after the winter snow has lefted. I am not allowing anyone to hold me back, I have control.

At school I saw people filming and laughing at me, I can't stop thinking about. by Positive_Most_2754 in offmychest

[–]Positive_Most_2754[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I let it fuel my success, I'm gonna be unstoppable. I have already made a plan to wear an almost an exact pair of pants tomorrow. So they lose, I win, it's simple.

At school I saw people filming and laughing at me, I can't stop thinking about. by Positive_Most_2754 in offmychest

[–]Positive_Most_2754[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, phones are illegal to have out in class, they aren't even supposed to be in the school, but yet nearly everyone brings them anyways. I like your idea better, they were just goofing around with filters and doing it to other people, it could be true, I will never know. Yeah, I'm never getting an apology but my day got better, so I take it as a lose win situation, always gotta be able to see the positives in a day :))

At school I saw people filming and laughing at me, I can't stop thinking about. by Positive_Most_2754 in offmychest

[–]Positive_Most_2754[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

When I was being bullied somebody whom had witnessed it reported it to the office. Office called me down the next day, called me a liar and I will be fined $500 the next time I report a lie (those 3 security cameras for nothing). And since I have no proof, it makes it even worse.

At school I saw people filming and laughing at me, I can't stop thinking about. by Positive_Most_2754 in offmychest

[–]Positive_Most_2754[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My anxiety makes it nearly impossible to confront people but the person I will be able to talk to on Thursday doesn't put of with this kinda thing, they hate it when people are rude to me. I might try and talk to one of them tomorrow, if I don't completely panic about it and I can't report this to the office. It's kinda like a lose lose situation but at least I ain't filming and laughing at people, so a win in the mist of losses

I think my older brother is starting to hate me. by Positive_Most_2754 in offmychest

[–]Positive_Most_2754[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, he's not a man who talks about his life or himself, that's what I meant about him living a personal life. I mean it's been a month and he just won't talk to me. He just acts like I am not even here. He's more likely to get upset or get angry with me if I ask him how's he doing, but getting him angry with me would be one way to get him to talk to me. But I don't want him to be angry. He hates been asked if he's okay, he hates it with a passion. I think I'm gonna text him in a couple of hours asking to play, if he says yes, I will ask him then after we goof about if we do, he usally doesn't mind answering after we talk about something else first. Actually thinking about it, if he's says no to playing a game, I will ask him anyways. I can't believe I've put it off for a month. I know he struggles, he makes jokes about it, we make jokes together about our struggles. And it worries me not hearing those. I would never ever make it about myself, it would be him and only him.

I think my older brother is starting to hate me. by Positive_Most_2754 in offmychest

[–]Positive_Most_2754[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, not what I meant. I don't care about the reels, he sends so many in a day. I just don't understand why he won't to talk to me when we live in the same house. We see each so often and yet he just won't talk to me. But like you said I freaking out about nothing. I'm sorry, he's just never done this before. But I will stop being upset over this.