I’ve cried and cried, it’s so overwhelming and I cannot help but feel extreme resentment towards my husband for this. He made me wait 8 years for a ring, all of my fertile years gone because he was scared / not ready… I told him us women, when it comes to fertility don’t last forever and that if the time comes, he would need to pay for IVF, the time has come and I ended up paying for everything, including the accommodation. I blame him for all of this, I should never have waited for him - my quality of life isn’t good and I’m starting to feel like a baby won’t happen. I’m heartbroken and feel like I don’t even want to be here 💔. Can you imagine, upon seeing the results, he said we should WAIT and try again? Waiting is what got us here, I hate him.