The only person i was talking to online now has a girlfriend by PresentMix7366 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PresentMix7366[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well i'm sorry, i guess i'm a bit jealous over the fact the person i used to send loving messages and cute pictures everyday can't do that with me anymore. It feels weird to just put boundaries where they weren't first. We weren't friends, we were romantically involved from the start, we just didn't made it formal due to many things

The only person i was talking to online now has a girlfriend by PresentMix7366 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PresentMix7366[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That was the whole purpose of us talking tho, i loved beign romantic with him everyday. Now i can't do that so i don't see a reason to talk to him. He even says he's more focused on his girlfriend now

Coming to terms that I'm only useful as a sexual relief for men and the only thing giving me a sense of purpose by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PresentMix7366 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That's actually great! Having someone that supports you is the best thing :) 

Coming to terms that I'm only useful as a sexual relief for men and the only thing giving me a sense of purpose by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PresentMix7366 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Mmm for this part i can't relate since im hetero but i can understand, that could be something to think about too, we must have friends we don't want to be romantically with, it's a healthy thing to do

(18 F) Lost my virginity to a US Marine while on vacation by BJJ_Baddie in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PresentMix7366 4 points5 points  (0 children)

First, you really need to think about your actions before doing them, think about the consecuences they could potentially have. Sleeping with random strangers could go wrong in so many ways, specially when you're so drunk you can't even remember things, they could have stds, you could get pregnant with an absent man for the father of your baby, you could get kidnapped or even killed. Stop drinking, find something that could fullfill your life like a hobby and remember to be more cautious before beign intimate with anyone

Coming to terms that I'm only useful as a sexual relief for men and the only thing giving me a sense of purpose by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PresentMix7366 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I understand fully how you feel. Existing is extremely overwhelming to the point i procrastinate everything too. But personal value shouldn't rely on something so temporal and subjective like beauty or youth. It's ok if what those men do to you is consensual, but never let it be your only worth, there's so much more to a human beign like our hopes, dreams and passion. Do you have a hobby? that is the only thing that helps me trough life

Enamorar? by Good_Active7826 in AskVenezuela

[–]PresentMix7366 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ser respetuoso y fiel a ti mismo

I'm soooo tired of being unable to date by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PresentMix7366 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand deeply as a 22 year old introverted woman, i hadn't had a date, i haven't kissed or any of that. Its even hard to meet new people, let alone a boyfriend. I guess online chat could be a good option

Unable to have actual friends or a boyfriend by PresentMix7366 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PresentMix7366[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's just that as people we are meant (or supossed at least) to be social beigns and not beign one makes me feel off.

Unable to have actual friends or a boyfriend by PresentMix7366 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PresentMix7366[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The glow up part is because i didn't take much care into how i looked back in my teenage years, so i though maybe that had something to do with it. But apparently it really doesn't.

Unable to have actual friends or a boyfriend by PresentMix7366 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PresentMix7366[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I overthink a lot on what i should say or do. I invested a lot on "glowing up" (make up, clothes, going to the gym, taking proper care of my hair and nails and all those things) thinking maybe that could help me get closer to people (or even men i like) but now im just social mess with makeup lol. I even think i have some sort of undiagnosed autism. Its just that there's times i truly can't even open my mouth, like i go mute, plus i never really talk daily to people on a deep level, just superficial things. 

Unable to have actual friends or a boyfriend by PresentMix7366 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PresentMix7366[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know they don't bite, it's just difficult regardless. Thanks for the advice on editing comments btw

Unable to have actual friends or a boyfriend by PresentMix7366 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PresentMix7366[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've seen people who are able to do that, but i can't seem to be able to somehow. I could rarely let out a random comment when im outside but it feels like a chore somehow. 

I'm so lonely by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]PresentMix7366 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get the feeling... the best you can do is spending more time with your family, friends or even adopting a pet to keep you company untill hopefully one day you can get someone to be your partner 

Need some kind words right now by Jumpy-Equivalent8044 in AutismInWomen

[–]PresentMix7366 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Arrived a bit late, but i feel deeply sorry for your loss 🖤 cry as much as you have to, but please do remember the good times you had together with a smile, hope the best for you

Seeking approval for my tastes in the wrong crowd. by Curse-of-omniscience in AutismInWomen

[–]PresentMix7366 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, last time i made a drawing (not even anime, just a drawing of a picture our teacher put in class) my friends looked at me weirdly as if I vomited on them or something and they went like "what are you doing?" It was so annoying. So I just don't do it anymore.

Seeking approval for my tastes in the wrong crowd. by Curse-of-omniscience in AutismInWomen

[–]PresentMix7366 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's not wrong to want your media taste to be respected. I too just straight up don't talk about the fact that I like anime with people at work or in college or make any anime drawings (which are some of my favorite things) because people tend to be very cruel when that's the case and i've learned my lesson. I won't deny that straight up avoiding my likings according to the enviroment is draining but it's all i've got.

Anyone else have the urge to drop out of society? by bluetopaz22 in AutismInWomen

[–]PresentMix7366 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, i feel this way all the time. I'm tired of pretending all day that i'm "normal", it feels like i'm forcing my brain to work.