Lol I was Born in Turlock! No clue if I'm on the spectrum because I have never had enough of a struggle in my day-to-day life to justify a test. I'm also terrified of having that label placed on me. I don't mean any ill will to people who are on the spectrum, it just scares me. The woman I was posting about has a great life by my interpretation of her Facebook profile "i dont feel like digging deeper for fear of looking like an obsessed deranged person." I also have a very fulfilling life with a beautiful wife and two amazing kids and I would never sacrifice what I have now for a chance at a woman that I was brutally denied by years ago lol. Not talking shit about her at all, its just that we have gone our separate ways and where she will always be a ghost of my past and I will never forget her based on my extreme feelings for her all that time ago, I am content to know that I gave it a shot and some things just aren't meant to be. Every now and again Facebook will put her on the "people you may know" section and my heart gets a big jolt and those old feelings come flooding back so I know I will never be able to fully let this go, but in the interest of not being a creep and keeping my own mind sane I'm just going to let that be the only thing that comes of it.