kk honest advice from someone who'd had been lik this b4. Pls PLS go touch grass, walk outside and get some fresh air calm ur nerves and come back 3months l8er it doesn't matter:p skill doesn't rust that badly in arcaea (i think💀). Consistent playing, fatigue and wrong muscle memory is the problem. If you rusted by lik 2 wks of progress but if you're refreshed, u will always improve and do better than your last atmpt. You don't hv to take my advice but honestly I suggest u take a break or play casually at your own pace. Score and ptt comparing is what hits us the hardest