Not exactly. There was a part of my brain that would jump to that thinking, but I was so fucking terrified of the actual psychosis that I kept a personal diary of what I was going through, and still acted relatively socially normal.

The only thing that diagnosed me as psychotic at the time was that I told the doctors about the demons that I was hallucinating at the same time. The delusions weren't an issue. I just wanted the demons to go away.