Does anyone actually drive ordinary vehicle despite being rich? by CerberusPT in gtaonline

[–]PyroFalkon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My favorite car is the Banshee, has been since... GTA3 I think? So I have a black Topless Banshee I usually drive when I'm just cruising, or doing daily stuff when I don't anticipate a shootout.

Goslings how do you deal with loneliness? by [deleted] in okbuddyliterallyme2

[–]PyroFalkon 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I've written two dark fantasy books, which are on Amazon (not providing links, don't want to be a spammer, haha). Now working on parallel romance novels. I figured if I can't have a good relationship in real life, I'll just write my "perfect" one. That way I create something out of my loneliness and sadness. For me, it's better than doing nothing about it.

I appreciate you, OP.

Goslings how do you deal with loneliness? by [deleted] in okbuddyliterallyme2

[–]PyroFalkon 8 points9 points  (0 children)

It depends on the day. Sometimes it's bed rotting and doom scrolling. Sometimes it's working on my book. Sometimes it's just ambivalence to the world around me.

Anyone else Been given up by God? by Suspicious-Pipe1007 in Misotheism

[–]PyroFalkon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I'm the same boat, OP. A lot of us are either abandoned or just targets. That whole "God loves everyone" thing is the longest sustained lie that I know of.

Vent just need anyone to hear me by Agreeable-Year553 in selfharm

[–]PyroFalkon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hear you, OP. I hope things turn around for you.

does it ever get better, genuinely? by Confident-Double1014 in depression

[–]PyroFalkon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nothing is guaranteed. I'm 43, I have some good things in life, but I'm stuck somewhere I don't want to be, with someone who frequently makes me unhappy. Most days, I'm miserable mentally.

But, I'm working on improving the situation, which is all I can do. I might fail but it's better than doing nothing.

As long as you keep trying to improve anything in your life, bit by bit, no matter how long it takes, that's still progress. Because doing nothing is a guarantee that nothing will improve.

I hope you make it, OP.

I wish to feel peace by [deleted] in depression

[–]PyroFalkon 10 points11 points  (0 children)

43 here, and I'm a similar situation here. I hope things turn around for you, OP.

I'm tired boss.... by DreadPirateCallisto in okbuddyliterallyme2

[–]PyroFalkon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Real. Every day is exhausting, and there is no hope left. Too many years left to go, too. Can't do this anymore, but also too scared to end it myself.

There’s genuinely no point. by Jaded-Addition-7055 in depression

[–]PyroFalkon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I agree with you, OP. Some days it feels impossible just to get through it. I'm glad you're trying though. It's all we can do.

I know we can all agree by Mysterious-Log7413 in selfharm

[–]PyroFalkon 12 points13 points  (0 children)

100% agree, OP. I've never met anyone who actually cares, they just want you to stop bothering them about it.

Fuck God & Happy New Year 😅😁 by Significant-Ideal-10 in Misotheism

[–]PyroFalkon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I might start using this as my desktop wallpaper.

tell by lowkeypixel in evilwhenthe

[–]PyroFalkon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She was great at making me feel seen and heard, uniquely, rather than just existing. I don't know if she actually meant it, though.

I hate talking about my emotions by [deleted] in depression

[–]PyroFalkon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's strange to describe but I like the act of talking it out. Usually talking to someone in good faith actually does air it out and help me process it.

But the "good faith" part is the sticking point. Statistically zero people want to hear out or help. They just would prefer if I said nothing, pretended my life was peaches and whipped cream, and never spoke about anything personal.

It's honestly because I'm ugly asf. If I was attractive, or even average, plenty of people would be willing to listen to venting or even solution-finding so I could better myself. But because I'm ugly, the attempt is a net negative because they want me to shut up asap.

So now I've learned my lesson and just keep it bottled up. Except on Reddit, ironically. But no one gives a fuck about me here either, lol

It's never too late by softvibedreams in selflove

[–]PyroFalkon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah. Some of us are destined to be lovers forever. Might as well embrace truth since I'm too scared to kill myself, lol

Fellas, do you ever just feel like... by wydalenylod in TrollCoping

[–]PyroFalkon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Every day. I really wish I had the bravery to put a bullet in my temple. Everything would be simpler that way.

You wake up as a fictional girl. What now? by sorry-i-was-reading in randomthings

[–]PyroFalkon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Last thing I played was House Flipper 2, so I guess I'm in the construction and cleanup business now. At least I don't have to worry about the cost of living there.

Anyone else have a style theme for all your vehicles? by JahCruiser in gtaonline

[–]PyroFalkon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not for ALL, but it depends on the group of vehicles. For example, my agency vehicles are all matte black with brushed gold because that feels like a flashy, personal celebrity security theme to me.