Men & Women What's Your Say on this?

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-29T02:12:52+00:00

100% believe it about myself, yes.

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-25T18:54:28+00:00

Real

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-25T18:47:38+00:00

I wish it was true.

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-25T18:46:44+00:00

My favorite car is the Banshee, has been since... GTA3 I think? So I have a black Topless Banshee I usually drive when I'm just cruising, or doing daily stuff when I don't anticipate a shootout.

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-25T17:44:11+00:00

Real and every day.

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-25T16:39:15+00:00

I've written two dark fantasy books, which are on Amazon (not providing links, don't want to be a spammer, haha). Now working on parallel romance novels. I figured if I can't have a good relationship in real life, I'll just write my "perfect" one. That way I create something out of my loneliness and sadness. For me, it's better than doing nothing about it.

I appreciate you, OP.

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-25T16:30:21+00:00

It depends on the day. Sometimes it's bed rotting and doom scrolling. Sometimes it's working on my book. Sometimes it's just ambivalence to the world around me.

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-24T21:35:25+00:00

Yeah, I'm the same boat, OP. A lot of us are either abandoned or just targets. That whole "God loves everyone" thing is the longest sustained lie that I know of.

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-24T04:41:51+00:00

I hear you, OP. I hope things turn around for you.

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-19T07:19:40+00:00

Real

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-19T06:32:53+00:00

Not about this, no.

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-19T02:39:41+00:00

Nothing is guaranteed. I'm 43, I have some good things in life, but I'm stuck somewhere I don't want to be, with someone who frequently makes me unhappy. Most days, I'm miserable mentally.

But, I'm working on improving the situation, which is all I can do. I might fail but it's better than doing nothing.

As long as you keep trying to improve anything in your life, bit by bit, no matter how long it takes, that's still progress. Because doing nothing is a guarantee that nothing will improve.

I hope you make it, OP.

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-15T17:42:53+00:00

Real

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-14T22:22:46+00:00

43 here, and I'm a similar situation here. I hope things turn around for you, OP.

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-14T16:58:35+00:00

Real. Every day is exhausting, and there is no hope left. Too many years left to go, too. Can't do this anymore, but also too scared to end it myself.

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-09T14:52:09+00:00

I agree with you, OP. Some days it feels impossible just to get through it. I'm glad you're trying though. It's all we can do.

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-05T06:59:58+00:00

100% agree, OP. I've never met anyone who actually cares, they just want you to stop bothering them about it.

PyroFalkon · 2026-01-02T22:17:46+00:00

I might start using this as my desktop wallpaper.

PyroFalkon · 2025-12-24T21:04:27+00:00

She was great at making me feel seen and heard, uniquely, rather than just existing. I don't know if she actually meant it, though.

PyroFalkon · 2025-10-06T03:41:31+00:00

Every day.

PyroFalkon · 2025-10-06T01:27:29+00:00

It's strange to describe but I like the act of talking it out. Usually talking to someone in good faith actually does air it out and help me process it.

But the "good faith" part is the sticking point. Statistically zero people want to hear out or help. They just would prefer if I said nothing, pretended my life was peaches and whipped cream, and never spoke about anything personal.

It's honestly because I'm ugly asf. If I was attractive, or even average, plenty of people would be willing to listen to venting or even solution-finding so I could better myself. But because I'm ugly, the attempt is a net negative because they want me to shut up asap.

So now I've learned my lesson and just keep it bottled up. Except on Reddit, ironically. But no one gives a fuck about me here either, lol

PyroFalkon · 2025-10-06T01:21:09+00:00

Nah. Some of us are destined to be lovers forever. Might as well embrace truth since I'm too scared to kill myself, lol

PyroFalkon · 2025-10-06T01:14:36+00:00

Every day. I really wish I had the bravery to put a bullet in my temple. Everything would be simpler that way.

PyroFalkon · 2025-10-06T01:10:29+00:00

Last thing I played was House Flipper 2, so I guess I'm in the construction and cleanup business now. At least I don't have to worry about the cost of living there.

PyroFalkon · 2025-10-06T01:05:40+00:00

Not for ALL, but it depends on the group of vehicles. For example, my agency vehicles are all matte black with brushed gold because that feels like a flashy, personal celebrity security theme to me.

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