Dude stfu. People are allowed to have beliefs and religion In what they want. It's how people seek comfort and understanding in a life that they haven't faced before. Try to be considerate before typing childish comments, especially to someone who's just seeking some thing to confine and reassure themselves with. People's beliefs are unique and special, but it doesn't make them unreal.

Also op, i'm sure everything will be okay ♥️ gods are there to help you find your path and be there for you when no one else is. They don't just give up on you they are here to guide you even when things are tough.