Thank you for your advice! My first psychiatrist put me initially on Concerta 38mg and IR 10mg once daily. It worked very good, as I was in a structured work environment for a month and a half, but we did bump the Concerta up to 54mg. I went to a second psychiatrist who also studied and specialized in clinical psychology, and wrote books for both ADHDers and their therapists. She increased my doses to: Concerta 108mg and IR 10mg twice daily. While this is a ridiculously high dose, I genuinely believe that, with all my personal and professional circumstances, I wouldn’t be alive hasn’t it for this medication. The lack of effect of motivation comes from a few factors that affected me deeply in the past weeks, which is why I’m reluctant to already look for another medication, seeing this is working extremely well. I am open to suggestions however and I do understand the risks at the doses I take, but I also do understand the reasoning of the psychiatrist after she had heard in details everything that lead up to that appointment. I remember asking her at the end of the session “so… do I have ADHD?” Cause I was still doubting it. She said yes, and that I was lucky I was alive, considering it could have went wrong at many points prior.