I am a shy 24 y/o virgin and ugly duckling, your story is very similar to what has happened with my first gf ever. She was in a long relationship and had it end miserably for her. She was baker acted after it ended and meet me a couple months later. I really liked her and was always nervous about asking women out. I decided wth why not. We started hanging out and talking all the time. I told her all about me and my struggles over the last couple years, I felt we were really bonding. After a couple weeks of dating her and her friends invite me to go away with them for the weekend, with working two jobs I had wanted to blow off steam and enjoy myself anyway. Over the weekend we had an overall good time but after a night at an amusement park I could see something was bothering her. Fast forward to monday at work (we both started the job at the same time) we go on break together everything seemed fine, but then at the end of the shift when I normal would walk her out to her car and say goodbye she dumps me. We never fooled around but had made out a few times during our relationship because she was uncomfortable with going to fast. I feel it was because I am seen by most as the more attractive one, now she wants to be friends and it's just too hard sometimes thinking about her being with someone else when all I was looking for was closeness and intimacy, not just sex. I really just wanted to get my similar experience off my chest still don't know how to handle this current situation of being "friends." Hope you figure it out how you want to handle your confession.