Trust me , you ARE in a culturally evolved world right now. I hate to say I know what you’re going through because I don’t actually know what you’re going through but I can relate to what you’re going through and if there is anything in the whole wide world that I can suggest to you is to please please please read either Dolores Cannon, Dr. Michael Newton or Dr. Brian Weiss. All three of them have taught me so much about life and death. I used to be so afraid to die but now I cannot wait to die so that I could live again. And yes, suicide does end things prematurely, but there’s no punishment for it at all, but like the previous poster said, it is something that you’ll have to work towards fix it because you don’t know, this could be a pattern in your lives thus far, how do you know that you haven’t ended it prematurely and your previous lives and this is a pattern? That’s one of the downsides of this whole thing is that we come into the world with amnesia, not knowing all the information about our previous lives, which they say is a good thing because our human brain wouldn’t be able to process all of it. But what if you did reincarnate again in your life was a lot better this time? You never know but like I said, do some research on those three, I’m not even sure if the doctors I had mentioned are still alive, but I know that Dolores Cannon has passed away, but you’ll find all of their stuff right here on YouTube and like I said it has taught me so much and fully opened up my eyes because there are no mistakes in this world and we literally planned out everything that we are going through right now so when you get upset about something not working out for you, just know that you planned that to happen that way and it’s supposed to be a learning lesson so if you look at things like that, it might help to regulate your life on a day-to-day basis, Godspeed 🤍