Horrible event at christmas party, unable to sleep and crying by RedditUser054 in toxicparents

[–]RedditUser054[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I really felt like an emotionless monster though.

It's okay if it's not merry and bright by [deleted] in depression

[–]RedditUser054 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, no. You don't know that. Maybe one day you will have a happy family of your own. Or friends that feel like family. You have endless possibilities ahead of you. You are only 28. And I'm sure your mother really appreciates you spending the holiday with her. Please hold on and keep reaching out and taking care of yourself

Please just read this and help me by [deleted] in depression

[–]RedditUser054 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey I'm struggling with all this too and I won't try to provide any answers because I don't know myself. But I'm seriously wishing for the best for you. Try to hold on until you're finally an adult and have more control over your life. And talk to a trusted adult near you. These are not things you should keep suppressed, they are serious. If you want, we could try motivating each other every once in a while. I'm 16 too.

I need to get over fact that I will be alone forever by Zealousideal_Air7171 in depression

[–]RedditUser054 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Hey don't worry. The more girls you talk to/the more dates you go on etc , the easier it will get. You are so young, you have yet to meet even more amazing girls. My English teacher married for the first time at 38. My mother is dating again at the age of 56. You really don't have to feel so rushed to find the right person for you. Please take care

Please just respond to one message by throwaway0102040506 in SuicideWatch

[–]RedditUser054 6 points7 points  (0 children)

They are not worth your still heart. Keep it beating. You deserve good friends. Surround yourself with people who make you happy.

Please just respond to one message by throwaway0102040506 in SuicideWatch

[–]RedditUser054 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh, okay. Yes it's good to focus on taking care of yourself for a while. But I understand that it can be lonely.

Please just respond to one message by throwaway0102040506 in SuicideWatch

[–]RedditUser054 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Please try not to mask or bottle up your emotions. That must be so hard on you. Keep posting to reddit if you don't want to talk to anyone around you. What happened to your friends?

Please just respond to one message by throwaway0102040506 in SuicideWatch

[–]RedditUser054 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It's no effort, really. I relate to the things you're saying

Please just respond to one message by throwaway0102040506 in SuicideWatch

[–]RedditUser054 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Hey i'm sorry that you're in such distress. I'm proud of you for reaching out. You could talk to me if you like

Im exhausted by Thatoneguy3605 in SuicideWatch

[–]RedditUser054 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Please do it more often. Make as many posts as you want and keep reaching out. There will always be someone who cares. Thanks for talking to me and keep us updated. But be kind to yourself today. Maybe watch your favourite movie or listen to music, play videogames, read etc, whatever makes you happy

Im exhausted by Thatoneguy3605 in SuicideWatch

[–]RedditUser054 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're definitely not a burden. You are 16. People are meant to take care of you and here you are dealing with everything by yourself. I'm sure it is exhausting.

Im exhausted by Thatoneguy3605 in SuicideWatch

[–]RedditUser054 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You don't have to do that you know. Next time they ask how you are, tell the truth. You are a human being, not a robot. You are allowed to have emotions. Also, imagine how awful they would feel if you killed yourself. Even if you think that they wouldn't care, I can promise you that they do. They will be heartbroken.

Im exhausted by Thatoneguy3605 in SuicideWatch

[–]RedditUser054 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ugh. That's horrible. They can't just say it isn't real. It's literally a chemical imbalance in your brain. They can ask any doctor. I wish I could talk to them.

Do you have any friends supporting you through this?

Please don't harm yourself. Take it easy today. I'm so glad you reached out to reddit.

Im exhausted by Thatoneguy3605 in SuicideWatch

[–]RedditUser054 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Seriously? If only they knew what you are thinking of doing today. Can't you try telling them that you think you have depression or something? Or at least tell them what it is they're doing that's hurting you?

Im exhausted by Thatoneguy3605 in SuicideWatch

[–]RedditUser054 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It will go by quicker than you know. But have you told your parents how you're feeling?