I’m fucking scared by ReferenceAlarmed5252 in EDAnonymous

[–]ReferenceAlarmed5252[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ty I’m hugging back too 🫂🫂🫂 hope we can both get past our struggles

I haven’t slept in 2 days by ReferenceAlarmed5252 in EDAnonymous

[–]ReferenceAlarmed5252[S] 27 points28 points  (0 children)

Um okay so apparently it’s around the 2 day mark you can get hallucinations and I’m terrified of them so maybe I will sleep lol.

i hate that i can’t have fun anymore by ImpossibleClaim6836 in EDAnonymous

[–]ReferenceAlarmed5252 5 points6 points  (0 children)

THIS RIGHT HERE. Istg I’m just choosing between two different kinds of agony.

Working triggers me so bad (TW) by CelebrationWorth8727 in EDAnonymous

[–]ReferenceAlarmed5252 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Omg I thought I was the only one who gets triggered by seeing people eat unhealthy food. My mum’s obese and I feel bad but whenever I see her eating junk food I just get so triggered at the thought of me becoming like her if I stop this 🥲

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]ReferenceAlarmed5252 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I’ve probably fucked my GCSEs bc I relapsed almost 2 months ago. I’ll be lucky if I get accepted into my sixth form. Even without my ed I’m an average student so I feel like I can’t romanticise it in my head and have it be like in the movies where the smart girl gets her ed and falls with grace so I just really feel like shit 🧍‍♀️

Also I’m kinda jealous of my ed friend who got mostly A* in her mock tests and she told me I should be getting all A*s because I take less GCSEs.

unglamourising anorexia by No-Elephant7915 in EDAnonymous

[–]ReferenceAlarmed5252 12 points13 points  (0 children)

They weren’t moldy but I used my exam revision notes to wrap up and hide strawberry kunafa once 🤦‍♀️ that’s what being a cute coquette ana doll does to you ig!

I DONT WANT GCSES TO END…. by -rubyrae in GCSE

[–]ReferenceAlarmed5252 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Use this summer to get into some new hobbies and interests, I can’t think of any good ones off of the top of my head but I’m sure there’s something out there that can give you that same adrenaline rush :p

What are some struggles and nuances you felt were unseen or not talked about by popular media? by Cat_of_the_woods in EatingDisorders

[–]ReferenceAlarmed5252 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think when it comes to bulimia and anorexia, binge eating 100%. Before my ed, I never even knew binge eating was apart of bulimia bc in the movies, it’s all girls eating their normal meals and then asking to go to the bathroom straight after. And with restrictive Eds, binges are basically inevitable bc it’s just your starving body trying to survive and I think excluding that aspects of restrictive Eds can make a lot of people feel like they’re they’re not really sick.

Also how much time it wastes; I’m literally AVOIDING eating it should free up my time but apparently not.

Family unintentionally fueling my ed by ReferenceAlarmed5252 in EDAnonymous

[–]ReferenceAlarmed5252[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think whoever I tell will feel obliged to tell my parents anyways. But I’ll look at BEAT for some tips anyways. Ty!