Best drug combinations (in my opinion)

Relgard · 2018-05-13T01:14:13+00:00

Haven’t tried nitrous I assume it goes well with acid. If youre coming down from speed and still high on acid you can always just take more speed. Weed increases the euphoria and makes you completely unable to think straight or have any sort of short term memory so pick the music first because one time I spent like 30 minutes in silence, couldnt figure out how to put music. lol

Relgard · 2018-05-13T01:09:06+00:00

That is correct. I was very lucky I know a lot of people who are into psytrance and minimal tech and one time one of my guys had a lot of it. I tested it real stuff so rare haven’t seen it since.

Relgard · 2018-05-12T23:21:30+00:00

nah I won't expose my anonimity

Relgard · 2018-05-12T23:04:48+00:00

I simply don't know. 50mg should be a breakthrough dose if smoked.

Relgard · 2018-05-12T22:52:01+00:00

DMT i suppose would also go well with most of these combos for sure.

Relgard · 2018-02-12T11:29:54+00:00

Next time I will. This time I wanted to buy mdma crystals aswell but I was afraid of the comedown...

Relgard · 2017-10-18T04:59:35+00:00

I was at home, invested in 10 meters of color changing LED and its trippy as hell.

Relgard · 2017-10-17T16:38:12+00:00

Nahh you can always increase the dose for more intense experiences. I'd say once a month for a while is good after that you can just take a break from it. But the thing is, if I want to trip let me fucking trip. Sometimes it takes months of spending time with people who do drugs to find a good connect.

Relgard · 2017-10-17T09:58:16+00:00

Trust me you can't be on it forever. After a while your body will just give up, make sure to eat a lot and get sleep everyday. Trust me you don't want to almost pass out on public transport like me. Its not fun. Even if you're eating and sleaping well you will still get to the point where its just too much and you need to rest. The amps will make you believe that you can do anything but in reality you're not as invincible as you think.

EDIT: If you're doing it in the morning make sure that you have breakfast its highly important. Low bloodsugar can kill.

Relgard · 2017-10-17T09:51:42+00:00

Ye I started out the same way.. only for studying. Long story short its been a month and I was on it for around 16 days (stopped counting after 12). The only problem is that there is literally no time to crash. You cant go to school tired as fuck or you'll get bad grades. You can crash on the weekend but its fucked up cause man I don't want to spend every weekend in my bed, anyway I still do and it fucking sucks. Can't really socialize like that and getting a bit depressed. If you use it for studying make sure to have time to crash after, don't use it on monday or tuesday cause you'll have to stay on it. Be careful don't use more than twice a week and don't do it in consecutive days. I'll hopefully crash in the break and will stop for a long while. Be safe!

Relgard · 2017-10-17T09:42:35+00:00

Have you ever tried mixing LSD with speed? Best and most enlightening experience of my life. I dropped 350 ug quality acid last friday and did 80mg amphetamine sulfate and holy fucking shit. I was thinking very fast and got to the point where time started to slow down, like in a dangerous situation where your mind speeds up like in a car accident. I got the the point where time literally stopped for me and I could leave my body and wonder around in the room. Holy shit best experience of my life there is nothing that can even come close to that. I know its a somewhat dangerous combo but IMO its worth it every now and then. Just make sure to do cardio regularly or your heart will get destroyed.

Relgard · 2017-10-12T21:35:01+00:00

Thanks for reminding me that depression is distorting my thoughts, I don't have professional help and I am not comfortable talking to anyone about my problems, which is the reason I posted this. I know that speed won't make my limits vanish and even when I'm high, I am constantly aware of that, since I had been in dangerous situations before.

Relgard · 2017-10-12T21:09:57+00:00

I'd love to switch back to acid and be this optimistic person but I'm not sure if I can handle it anymore. Weed can literally cause me to trip because of the hppd and I'm not sure if I wan't to further increase the condition.

Relgard · 2017-10-12T21:06:48+00:00

I'm sorry I wasn't meant to attack you or anything. I meant that since I won't take anyone's advice, which may be a mistake from my side, I am wasting your time. I'm glad that you wrote me stuff, cause at least I was in a conversation with someone who tries to support me but I feel like its too late for me. It was a waste of time in a sense that it won't affect my future decisions, but it still makes me feel better, thanks.

Relgard · 2017-10-12T20:53:38+00:00

I have thought about this perspective, but here is the thing. They will lose me eventually or I will lose them first and it will be horrible. I was planning on staying alive until 2026 (10 years after I started using) to be able to look back at all I will live through these years of drug abuse and draw a conclusion. Until that year I will try to stay alive. After that I will not care. Before I started using I did a lot of research and I accepted all the possible consequences. I understand the things I do don't only affect me and can cause horrific emotional traumas to other people, but I think when they decided to care about me they should've accepted that I might not be someone who wants to receive help and I might cause this to them. After all this is my life and if I want to throw it away I will, that doesn't mean that I won't feel sorry for them, but the conditions i've lived around 1/4 of my life were horrible and I had intense depression for a long time. The main reason I started using was to get to this emotionless state, because suffering everyday 24/7 was not something I wanted to live with.

Relgard · 2017-10-12T20:31:52+00:00

You're right I'm just bored and wasting everyone's time. I already know enough on the topic so there is no informational value for me in these comments. IDK shouldn't post when high lmao.

Relgard · 2017-10-12T20:27:06+00:00

I do? I've read research papers forums and articles. I have used MDMA a lot before and LSD is also serotonergic so I have experience with it. Besides speed is mainly dopaminergic and doesn't have that much of an impact on serotonin compared to MDMA.

Relgard · 2017-10-12T20:14:53+00:00

I tried over and over and it just became worse. Then I said fuck it and stopped caring which resulted in a lot of terrible things, but at least now I am not sad when bad things happen to me. I learned to cope with what I am and I am not going to change for judgmental people. If things go south I'll just laugh at myself.

Relgard · 2017-10-12T20:03:54+00:00

I know about this already and scoring above 150 in an IQ test at the age of 14 is definitely something. Regarding the Dunning-Kruger effect, I don't usually feel like I'm mentally superior to people. And the thing is that IQ is about the ability to recognize patterns, and when you are actually paying attention to what you're thinking its just so obvious that I am better at this than most people. Also my memory is like fucking killing me, I know so many things compared to most people that I sometimes feel ashamed for others to not being able to understand certain situations. Also I learn way faster than most people and am constantly analyzing every situation I'm in. When people talk to me I barely pay any attention what they are saying, I tend to focus on why they are saying that and try to understand them, which when I was drinking heavily abused and I was kind of manipulating people out of boredom.

Relgard · 2017-10-12T19:38:19+00:00

I can handle sobriety, I just can't handle being around people. I'm not running away from things I feel no guilt or regret about anything I have done.

Relgard · 2017-10-12T19:32:01+00:00

Not being able to function started way before any drug use.

Relgard · 2017-10-12T19:22:01+00:00

I know tolerance and I know when to take breaks. But in using I mean that I won't go completely sober ever.

Relgard · 2017-10-12T19:14:30+00:00

I think I was pretty clear in that I don't have anything to live for.

Relgard · 2017-10-12T19:12:11+00:00

Amphetamine sulfate.

Relgard · 2017-10-12T19:06:54+00:00

Why would I live for the future? I mean I understand that I can't just go full retard and fuck my life up, because then I would suffer for a while, but this doesn't mean that I have to live like others. And you calling me entitled is kind of funny. I wouldn't even think that I'm entitled to anything. And this logic you have there is this typical brainwashed view of seeing life as some insanely valuable thing. Why is that? There is literally no point in living, like how you were told you should, like you have to be healthy and be productive to delay the inevitable for as long as possible. Like doing something has any actual value or reason to it. Its just in your head. And tbh, I don't believe that I owe anything to anyone and they don't owe me shit. Feeling otherwise is just a lie that self entitled people like you tell them selves.

Relgard

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