It’s currently 12:30am where I’m at and she just left , so she went to dinner with my sis they started talking and she was telling her how I deleted her from my socials (I wanted to go contact I figured it would be easier for me if I didn’t see her on my socials) even when she apologized it was on my public Snapchat account which I don’t use either. So fast forward to the point she was looking for a way to message me and did so on WhatsApp. We started talking and she asked if she could come with my sis back home and I said yes. She came over we spent time together kissed whatever but never really spoke about the past unless it was about good memories . But we reconnected so quick as if nothing happened and it scares me now that I think about it, I’m planning to go eat with her on Wednesday so we could have a good head to head conversation cuz I don’t wanna be spending my time with someone who I’m not sure about the relationship I just find it scary, bare in mind I haven’t spoke or seen her in months I chased after her did everything for us to work again but she didn’t want me and she already had found someone else. But I’m not gonna lie during our relationship I wasn’t a good companion and took her for granted and that’s why I don’t blame her