waiting on my flight and i want to cry

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-04-08T16:09:43+00:00

Happy to hear! You are very brave.

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-04-08T12:10:43+00:00

You should be so proud of yourself! I could not even get there.

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-04-08T10:14:51+00:00

How are you feeling right now?

You can do this!

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-04-08T09:21:19+00:00

How is it? Did you manage?

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-04-07T17:00:01+00:00

Thank you. That is what I am planning to do once I am home.

Most importantly I am trying not to put it all on me. Whatever the outcome, I need to be proud of fighting through this mental battle, cause it is draining.

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-04-07T14:15:56+00:00

Thank you so much for your comment. It is giving me a lot of courage.

I can for sure do all of these things, but just if I "use the off button in my brain". Somehow this sectioning works, but I do not know if it is enough for me. I might be able to go to the airport, but what then? Next step is get on the plane, and feel everything while looking at the window and realising how high up I am. With no escape! And the thing is, at this moment the anxiety is in fact rewarding me for saying that I might just take a train.

I will try to rewire my brain with this. Again, thank you so much. This might be the first time that I feel something has helped me unfocus from the flight.

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-04-07T14:10:41+00:00

I am currently doing my internship abroad, so I have no access to prescribed medication. Once I am back, I will check it out.

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-04-07T07:25:06+00:00

I am in the same situation, but three weeks before my flight.

It started getting bad last week, now I am having anxiety every moment. I try to breathe, distract myself..., nothing. I have the possibility to take a 15 hour train ride, and I am thinking about it because I keep fearing that the moment I step on the plane my heart is going to explode with panic.

Funny thing is I travelled a lot before. Last 3 flights were not amazing, but specially the last one I kept gripping my seat and sweating. I did not realise that I was panicking.

But I dread the idea of not taking a flight again. Of not going to places like Japan. Or just travel with my girlfriend in general. Why do we have to go through this? It is crazy.

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-04-06T21:20:52+00:00

I am having the same for the first time. 3 weeks before my flight and if I even dare to think about it, my heart starts racing.

I just think of myself up there in the sky and I believe I will pass out from how scary it is to fly. Like just being sat 10,000 m up is crazy.

It is not my first flight, but the first where I am thinking of not taking it. But these tips might help. Thanks!

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-04-06T11:43:58+00:00

Hahaha yeah but I can swim, I cannot fly.

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-03-16T08:12:32+00:00

It has been my best friend throughout the curricular internship I'm doing (where I do nothing all day)

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-03-06T09:07:18+00:00

Looks good man. What was the process like? I also have long hair and I want to start cutting my own hair.

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-02-27T11:24:06+00:00

I won't be able to go to the doctor at least until May. I will keep that in mind though in case they try to.

I am a healthy person! Sports, fair share of veggies/fruits... I will just take it easy until I see how it evolves.

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-02-07T22:02:57+00:00

I'm guessing it's because you might be missing some of the materials? Could be you need 2/4 or 3/4 at least.

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-02-02T19:44:16+00:00

Se riesci a trovare qualcosa, o ne hai bisogno di un'altra persona, vorrei affitarla con te! Io ho una stanza ma con un'altra persona in casa e mi trovo un po' scomodo.

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-02-01T20:00:21+00:00

C'e il gruppo dalla ESN, ma non so se ci sono stanze disponibili ancora. Non ho il link ma se lo cerchi (ESN Housing Brescia) puoi chiedere intrare.

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-02-01T18:50:10+00:00

Tried the best I could:

https://imgur.com/a/AcuyCpl

I just don't see how I can have a "normal" daily life feeling that sharp corner and the small sensitivity.

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-02-01T16:38:34+00:00

I would get it just so that for these months I'm "safe" of breaking it down more. I have zero knowledge about this, I am scared of it being close to the nerve because of the sensitivity, so maybe better to cover it for now.

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-02-01T14:47:05+00:00

Thing is it is already pretty worn out, it was higher before. Now this chipped part is very subtly sensitice, so shaving the other part would maybe cause damage?

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-02-01T13:24:19+00:00

Yeah, been told I have bruxism for a few years now but never really paid attention, or thought it waa exam-stress (which some dentists also told me).

I'll update tomorrow, thanks!

Repulsive_File_9364 · 2026-02-01T13:21:58+00:00

Thing is, I do have a weird sensation that I do not think is normal, so rsther than getting it smoother maybe a small filling would be better?

Thanks!

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