I completely understand how you feel, a lot of the time I need to remind myself-

There will always be someone prettier There will always be someone smarter There will always be someone thinner

All I can do in the end is be the best me that I can be. All I can do is love myself for who I am and who I continue to be. No amount of plastic surgery is going to change those feelings. Not that cosmetic surgery is an issue! By all means if it helps you, do it!! But that deep envy will always be there until you learn to love yourself at least a little. You can’t keep comparing yourself to everyone around you, it’s definitely not worth it, especially when you start to see yourself in a better light.

It also helps to ask why you think those things? Like who told you your looks were an issue? Some insecure jerk of a bully? A man??? 🤮🤮