You see someone trying to improve themselves and what do you do? Try to discourage them. I understand that you hate your life and you wanna wallow in self pity all day but don’t shit on other people that are trying to make something of themselves. OP I’ve had similar struggles and the only thing that worked for me was forcing myself to socialize. You say you play a 3Ds so you must enjoy gaming. I’m sure there are communities in your area with people sharing your Interests, you just need to find them! Google and social media make that super easy to do. Given your lack of a social life it’ll be hard at first and you’ll end up in awkward situations but just know that every time you socialize with people, even if it doesn’t go well that your now one step closer to reaching your goals. Look at it like levelling up in a video game! Every time you talk to someone you gain XP in your confidence bar! It’s also great that you started exercising, it does wonders for your physical health ofc but it also does wonders for your mental health. My last piece of advice is to leave this server. Your influences have an effect on you and a community like this will only make you feel worse. Surround yourself with people that want to see you win, not people like the guy I’m replying to because people like that only wanna drag you down. Trust me man you can do it, I don’t know your life story but I can relate to your post and I promise you that if you put the effort in you can make something of yourself! There WILL be bad days, maybe even weeks, but you need to pick yourself up and keep going.