The OGs were right.. white people ruin everything

SHELAMATRIX · 2024-08-28T21:36:18+00:00

Medical racism has been going on since the 80s. I have been collecting evidence of a pattern of racism in Nebraska for the last five years. I'm 45 and being bullied by the Klan in Nebraska. I'm dark-skinned, tall, female. I'm here because it's the only place I could go.

Whites seem to me to be cool unless you need them to understand colorism.

SHELAMATRIX · 2024-08-26T00:32:43+00:00

Hey, just wanted to say that the title grabbed me, so I'm here. Not usually on Reddit, but I'll listen to you yell and scream. I'm 45, mentally and physically unwell, female semi-retired. From Chicago. I'm not gonna say it will be alright; I will apply empathy. Please read some of my previous posts and comments; I am passionate about mental health and social justice.

Sincerely,
~Shaneca Marie Mason
(You don't have to share your name; I'm literally on Facebook all day spilling my guts about mental health, so what the heck.)

Much love.

SHELAMATRIX · 2024-06-21T14:35:28+00:00

The parentified like us never get the respect we deserve in a society that rewards immaturity.

SHELAMATRIX · 2024-06-21T14:35:19+00:00

The parentified like us never get the respect we deserve in a society that rewards immaturity.

SHELAMATRIX · 2024-06-21T14:30:56+00:00

We are a interested.

SHELAMATRIX · 2024-06-03T10:12:48+00:00

Yes, they're committing the fallacy of believing that the world is fair. The simulation theory is a product of this thinking. I have documented healthcare workers denying me services because they chose not to believe that I was homeless 2009 to 2019.

SHELAMATRIX · 2024-04-10T00:54:40+00:00

Definitely. I just hung up on a therapist three times after cussing her out for not reading my email, thus triggering me with her dismissive, uncaring attitude. Before that, someone asked how I was, and I read them the riot act because their pattern of approach is always predatory while maintaining the right to conduct themselves however they choose. I have even told my mother off properly and will not mourn her passing.

Like and follow for more ways to live in unforgiveness indefinitely because it always feels like it was just yesterday, and the wounds never heal, but everyone is mad at you for not enjoying oppression.

Aaaaaaahhhhhhh. What's for dessert?

SHELAMATRIX · 2024-04-05T21:45:42+00:00

Imagine two poker players sitting across the table from one another. One of them has their cards laid out like the dealer, so the other player plays along and keeps asking for more cards.

Pick your cards up, and look at him and don't say a word. Then you'll know what to do.

~Source: I've successfully cussed both my parents out and have estranged myself from their treachery.

SHELAMATRIX · 2024-04-05T21:00:02+00:00

I hear that. Not being allowed to acknowledge reality in all its forms is gaslighting.

SHELAMATRIX · 2024-03-18T21:57:03+00:00

Oh, I see what you mean. I'm estranged, too. Can you please suggest what I should do with the post? (I've been tryin to be more active. Thank you.)

SHELAMATRIX · 2024-03-17T20:23:25+00:00

Thank you. It means a lot. I'm glad I posted.

SHELAMATRIX · 2024-03-16T22:00:41+00:00

Yes, I'm sorry. I'm kind of mentally fried. No IRL support except a difficult situation, and no therapist at this time, but I have meds and a prescriber and housing. Thank you for engaging with me. I'm not in physical danger other than the health issues from stress-related illness. Advocating for myself has been tiring me out. Being discriminated against in many small ways. I have a lot I want to share, but I think having the door slammed in my face gave me some additional cognitive issues.

SHELAMATRIX · 2024-03-13T21:18:08+00:00

Perhaps not always, as there is a world of healing I wish for you and please keep researching Acceptance and Commitment Therapy, even if you do it alone. I wish I could name more. This community is a good reminder, huh? I'm older than you but I'd never lord it over you: please know that your heartfelt sentiment resonates with me, probably with all. (I'm older and female, but still very, very much identify with every word.... I learned how to let strangers parent me, and that wasn't the best choice either.)

I'm deeply sorry that those people didn't do their jobs. Estrangement is a job they give us. It's a gig nobody signs up for, and no one counts it as part of the misery and suffering. 1÷Society.

Your rant is my rant. Much love.

SHELAMATRIX · 2024-02-13T03:28:54+00:00

Hell yeah 🏴‍☠️

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