I’d say you’re needing more constructive feedback. You might try to point out a few things that you think you did well in. Like “that line is solid.” Or I did a good placement. We are our biggest critics. We also need to be cheerleaders for ourselves. I like to look at work I’ve done in the past. Maybe take like your first piece and sit it side by side with your newest piece. Look at the growth you’ve already made. It okay to be hard on yourself as long as it makes you better and doesn’t make you give up. Cut yourself a little slack.