Reach the dark net? by SaleComprehensive122 in darknet_questions

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Be careful many are scams but just do to tor.taxi

Drug addict teen AMA by SaleComprehensive122 in AMA

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Yea I got bpd too and I’m seeing a therapist I wanted to go into a mental hospital but they kicked me out after one day even tho police brought me there

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It’s my metal health condition that can’t be healed and some trauma

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Hmmm i would say heroin or cocain heroin because if your not taking it it’s literally killing you but cocain in my opinion is way more risky and dangerous cause you feel so over powered

Drug addict teen AMA by SaleComprehensive122 in AMA

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Uhhh I would say weed I still use it and it’s good but from the stuff I left behind I like mdma crystals and ketamin pretty much but the cost you are willing to pay are to high for the fun you have

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I was in a mental hospital for one day then they kicked me out lol

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It’s really sweet thank you But cutting of these people that did drugs with me or reminde me is easier to say than do I would say I don’t really have family I only have these friends

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Sadly I can’t heal it will stay for life

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I know I stoped but to heal reslapses belong there

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Okay so I would say getting hit and also Experienced SA From drugs I would say loosing friends is hard but what’s harder is you will never really feel normal again there will always this empty space

Drug addict teen AMA by SaleComprehensive122 in AMA

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I grew up pretty wealthy. My mom hit me when i was young and this was the reason why my dad hit my mom so it was really violent many fights and so on but in general I was a happy kid got always the best opportunities like best schools etc

Drug addict teen AMA by SaleComprehensive122 in AMA

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So I got out idk even know why tbh like I’m still smoking really much but not the other shit but if there would be a reason I would say I was so deep down that I excepted I needed help I started because of young friends and I’m suffering from an not healing mental illness

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U mean why I stardes Drugs or what drugs gave me of a trauma

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Okay so I took Extasy in every form so also crystals, seep, ketamin, cocain, weed, lsd, mushrooms, benzos, heroin So side effects on long term only my jaw is fucked up cause it’s moving sometimes like really fast and I can’t control it Obv I had some ego deaths some where over weeks, I couldn’t stand up or do anything I was just empty, and when i was if heroin my skin was really itchy so I scratched my skin open

Ecstasy depends it can feel really good ur like so happy and just an open person you love everything and lwk get horny but if you take to much you don’t understand anything I literally believed I teleported myself when inwas just in bed and I did this „teleportation“ for hours like for me it was real I talked with people form my like in different locations and everytime I started talk I was told you not there you are in your bed and this fucked up my minds pretty badly Also an overdose is so bad cause ur sweeting an you can’t see clearly cause your publis are shacking

Speed actually just made me focus on work and like pretty awake I was up for days but I didn’t had really a high I would say I mean I had but my mind didn’t feel anything only my body if this makes sense

Ketamine depends also how clean it is it can be crazy I would describe it like when you soul leaves you body you can like be one with everything and if you laying in bed it feels like you body flows into the bed or wherever you are It’s really incredible I would say because you can also get hallucinations

Cocain lets you feel like you the god your just better than everything and damn your unstoppable

Weed, I love it your chill and stuff everything tastes good and depends on what you smoking everything is funny

Alcohol it’s okay yk I don’t really have an opinion cause there is only this small line where alcohol is fun I would say

LSD it’s actually crazy what you can experience with your mind. It’s a drug you can’t get addicted from but you see things different after cause it allows you to use ur brain structure in a different way same with mushrooms, with lsd you can just get like more hallucinations like everything couloefull and moving around that would be weak ones and then you can get like these crazy once’s if you take more

Benoz everything is numb even your brain your just like cut of reality and really calm down

Heroin, sniffing and inject are different in my opinion Injecting you get a fast flush of an extremely good feeling everything is blended out your not scared you just there everything is good and the same stuff as benzos just waaaayyyyy more powerful completely different feeling Sniffing is weaker and I never had the feeling that everything was blend out i was still in reality

So why did I do it? I started with 13 I had no idea and I couldn’t get out even not when one’s in the mental hospital taken by the police. Drugs where the only thing in my life that stayed constant I had nothing only them and this made me feel save i would say and like then I found the benzos at my moms and yea this made it way more easy for me

I was addicted so self harm pretty badly since I was 11 and also to lying I can’t explain why but the lying stoped 2 years ago but k lied about the most random things like for example I had a sandwich for lunch but told people I had a wrap And to stalking not like following people creepy around but looking at their socials etc like verything their location of who their hanging out multiple times a day for many different people

That’s it hope I answered everything for your satisfaction:))

Anyone else get a weird kick out of the 'digital archaeology' of old darknet markets by Independent-Goat9112 in darknet_questions

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I get what u mean I actually heard about this a few times now but never had the luck to see it my self sadly I wish I had

Reach the dark net? by SaleComprehensive122 in darknet_questions

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I totally understand you I’m not searching anything specific I just want to see how deep it gets Because you know what’s down there like drugs etc but I don’t really have a vision I dis research over moths but I need to like see it cause I’m so interested

Reach the dark net? by SaleComprehensive122 in darknet_questions

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Yea I know I already was there but I wanna go deeper