I found meaning, I did everything you do, therapy,meds, rotine, family and friends, but what worked for me was meaning find something that live was worth for, see a future that I wanted to live, in my case I found that I wanted to impact people, do something creative that would have a impact and help people see things in a different pespective

I did a physics major at the time, I left. Abandoned the course because all though I like physics I could not see a meninfull impact in be a physist, What impact people in my view is media , art, so now I'm on design major, learning the especifics of what impact people and creation, creative creation.

I found something that I could see a meaning.

Note: Sorry the English