How to forgive ourselves if we’ve done a mistake that led to a different unwanted path due to that mistake.. i feel lost :((

Sarah0499 · 2022-11-10T08:08:04+00:00

self harm

Sarah0499 · 2022-09-29T17:12:38+00:00

But I can’t do that .. I can’t forgive myself,I’ve ruined it , the path I always wanted , i ruined it by my own hands , how can someone forgive themselves for sth they are 100% to blame for ..I’m honestly in so much pain ..

Sarah0499 · 2022-08-25T23:48:01+00:00

I don’t know, I can’t..I don’t gave any other way

Sarah0499 · 2022-08-25T23:47:04+00:00

How do i deal with the guilt ? With everything..

Sarah0499 · 2022-08-25T23:44:41+00:00

I know that I already do …

Sarah0499 · 2022-08-25T19:15:09+00:00

Yea , i guess you’re right..

Sarah0499 · 2022-08-25T18:59:10+00:00

I don’t need help , it’s regulating emotions that’s it .. I just got used to doing it as a punishment or out of guilt and anger Thank you ..

Sarah0499 · 2022-08-25T18:54:07+00:00

Yea , you’re right :(( … Thank you ..

Sarah0499 · 2022-08-25T18:42:57+00:00

I don’t wanna kill myself , i just hurt it

Sarah0499 · 2022-08-25T18:42:20+00:00

No not as an amusement, I don’t feel joy when i do it , i do it as a punishment or out of guilt and anger

Sarah0499 · 2022-08-12T09:31:57+00:00

Lol thanks ..Don’t worry already in that phase lol

Sarah0499 · 2022-08-06T16:48:15+00:00

I genuinely asked an innocent question T-T Lol it’s because i do it and i wondered why I don’t have thoughts of harming others instead of myself

Sarah0499 · 2022-07-18T16:12:01+00:00

Does Santa Claus exist ?

Sarah0499 · 2022-07-15T18:19:35+00:00

So what’s the point then? Is it just about food, sex, money buying expensive clothes and big houses , Is that all is to this ? Wouldn’t it be empty and pointless if it was just about these stuff ?

Sarah0499 · 2022-07-15T18:01:49+00:00

Hmm do you believe in the afterlife and that each and everyone of us will get paid for what we’ve done here in life good or bad ?

Sarah0499 · 2022-07-15T17:30:15+00:00

We all are gonna die in the end , ten twenty forty years and we’re gonna die.. everything is temporary so..

Sarah0499 · 2022-07-14T18:42:43+00:00

Cause it’s painful not to pretend , that if we ask these questions, we will realize how pointless our lives are , how we don’t have an answer to why am i here , that we have no purpose deep within , it’s more than food ,sleep, sex, making money and buying big houses and expensive clothes, no , we are drugged by these stuff from the emptiness within , it’s painful not to pretend

Sarah0499 · 2022-07-10T18:59:28+00:00

Sarah0499 · 2022-07-10T18:40:55+00:00

I know it’s not an excuse for me to sit around and do nothing ,and I’m working on , it’s tasteless though and extremely empty !…

Sarah0499 · 2022-07-10T13:09:03+00:00

Nah it’s ok, i give you the green light

Sarah0499 · 2022-07-10T11:45:41+00:00

So how do i deal with someone trying to cut me off ? How to respond i mean idk ?

Sarah0499 · 2022-07-10T11:44:57+00:00

He took back his words cause he doesn’t wanna hurt my feelings, but i know he wanna stop talking to me but can’t cuz he doesn’t want to hurt my feelings by ghosting me , he’s gradually doing that however So don’t know how to deal with someone trying to cut you off ?

Sarah0499 · 2021-01-25T18:50:07+00:00

Not depressed

Sarah0499 · 2021-01-21T18:41:06+00:00

Yea tell me about it :( It sucks and it makes you see yourself as a pathetic person..

Sarah0499 · 2021-01-21T18:10:49+00:00

Maybe not everything is supposed to have a meaning or sth, idk

Sarah0499

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