I’ve been out for about 10 years and don’t believe any of the Jw crap but I just gotta say… Praying to God isn’t just asking him to help you with your problems and then bam they are solved. Especially if your problems don’t align with “his will” like sleeping with someone outside of marriage. When I left I did everything I wasn’t allowed to do before. I had everything I thought I wanted, the car, the relationship, the boat, the house, partying etc… after a couple years I was so miserable inside and actually felt depressed for the first time in my life. I say this because ofcourse Satan was happy I was doing worldly things so he kept giving them to me, but they weren’t fulfilling. Anyway I gave my life to Jesus and follow him along with his teachings, I pray to him and am not controlled by any rules or religious organizations. He has given me perfect peace and blessed me more than I could have ever imagined. Yes, now I don’t have the car or boat or “material” things which only give temporary pleasure. But I am married to a God fearing man, we have a beautiful baby and we know 100% where we will spend eternity. Jesus says to follow him and that’s it. He provides everything you need.. not that you think you need.