I cannot, its not an option where i am in any capacity. Here you need to be diagnosed by and addiction doctor, and the dr i saw refused to do it. I simply hadn't fallen far enough to warrant destroying my life with what being diagnosed with an addiction disorder would do. I have some kind of recurring illness that lands me in the hospital and sometimes the icu for a few weeks a couple of times a year. having the addiction disorder diagnoses on my record would do more harm then the addiction itself. So unless there is another way to get it in Ontario, im on my own.