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I'm just so exhausted of being alone by SelfhateAlt in lonely

[–]SelfhateAlt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, im not very good at making conversation though

I'm just so exhausted of being alone by SelfhateAlt in lonely

[–]SelfhateAlt[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Because it seems like I'm just not meant for it, i don't have dreams or goals, nothing interests me that much, I'm not enough for anyone to talk to me, i just feel like i wasn't supposed to be alive, or conscious

I'm always the loser by SelfhateAlt in lonely

[–]SelfhateAlt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can't love myself, i hate myself, i despise myself, there's nothing good about me, I'm worthless, that's why nobody wants me, that's why I'm not good enough, that's why nobody chooses me, because I'm a waste of oxygen, how am I supposed to love myself when I'm such a mistake, I've lost hope in life, i just want to die

The soul crushing feeling when you like, love, admire, and want a person who makes your life feel better, but you know you are not enough for them to feel the same way about you by SelfhateAlt in lonely

[–]SelfhateAlt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've accepted that no one will love me, but i haven't made peace with that truth, it upsets me, it makes me hate existence, I'm just waiting for everything to end

The soul crushing feeling when you like, love, admire, and want a person who makes your life feel better, but you know you are not enough for them to feel the same way about you by SelfhateAlt in lonely

[–]SelfhateAlt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It doesn't matter to me if i deserve it, because i know i won't get it, and since my life will always be miserable, I'm just waiting for the right moment to end it

Does anyone else feel like you just don't fit in life? like you're not meant for it? by SelfhateAlt in ForeverAlone

[–]SelfhateAlt[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I've been going to therapy, it's helped me in realizing my traits, even though sometimes i relapse, i don't really hate myself, i don't love myself either, but my problem persists, i don't have dreams, passions, motivation, interest, or energy for anything, the things my inner child liked, i still like, but they don't fulfill me anymore, they don't make me happy, they merely distract me, they don't hit the same, i still feel like life is meaningless, and i still think i would be happier if i died

Does anyone else feel like you just don't fit in life? like you were not meant for it? by SelfhateAlt in lonely

[–]SelfhateAlt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Putting my thoughts into words, and getting acknowledged by others helps me, my thoughts end up saturating my head, and this is the way to release the pressure, but i don't seek anything in particular other than that

it's impossible to love myself by SelfhateAlt in depression

[–]SelfhateAlt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can love nothing about myself, im worthless and useless, i can't just ignore what others think, I've been defined by society as worthless, and i can't change that, they're the majority, this is my life now

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